Spiritual Blogs

Memories from horrible things that made me suffer deeply has come lately! But after the storm comes calmness and after all the horrible memories about what happend my husband in the pastlifes and my beloved children has finaly some calmness after the storm arrived and I have been able to remember WONDERFULL things... At this point I have started to see flashes of WONDERFULL memories from the time I was married with Blue Elk! That rascal that cut off my dress with his huge knife so my dress fell down and I suddenly stood in underwear! *Giggles* I will never EVER forget that! How imbaressing it felt to stand there in just underwear and all thous eyes, giggles and smile from thous other Sioux men when they saw me! MY GOD, that was IMBARESSING!!!! *Laughs*

I told Xzai-On once, Shame on you! That was NOT nice of you to do like you did! Cut off my dress with that huge knife of yours so I ended upp standing in just underwear infront of all thous Sioux men! He started to laugh....

Xzai-On: Oh, I would do it ALL over again if I felt like it! Hehehehe

Me: No you wouln´t

Xzai-On: Oh YES! I would!

Me: No you would´t!

Xzai-On: Yes, I would!

Me: No!

Xzai-On: Oh YES!!!

Me: You´d DARE do that!!!!

Xzai-On: Oh I dare all right! Hehe

Me: Ah, you RASCAL!

Xzai-On: Muahahahaa

Me: *laughs my ass off* You are crazy!

Xzai-On: Hehehe! Watch out so you do not end upp standing in just underwear again! Muahahahaaa

Me: You are HOPLESS Xzai-On! You RASCAL!!!!!

Xzai-On: Hehehe

Me: You are NAUGHTY!

Xzai-On: Oh you have NO IDEA how naughty I can bee! Muahahahahaa!!!!

Me: You are crazy! *laughs*

Xzai-On: Hehehe

My twinflame is CRAZY! But GOD if i just LOVE his crazzyness, playfullness and witty jokes.... Enyways today I started to see flashes from the time I was married to Blue Elk, my happy days with him! He was a WONDERFULL husband! Tought me so much and I realy ENJOYD my Sioux life. I had not experienced so much freedom befor I was adopted by the Sioux tribe....it was a WONDERFULL time filled with adventure and excitment!

I remember how I used to sit close to him and just look deeply in thous gordeous darkbrown native eyes of his. I loved to sit in his lap when we sat close to the fire in our tipi. The sensual tense kisses he gave me. How I loved to caress his chin, his long raven black hair and visper in his ear how much I loved him and how happy I was and that he was a magnificent husband and warrior, MY warrior!

I remember his intence sensual hot kisses, how the kisses made shills against my spine as well as his touch! There where a LOT of passion in my and Blue Elks life! Lots of intence love! We did pretty much everything together! We used to compete in races against eachother! Witch of cause he won. To win Wakinyan was IMPOSSIBLE! But I didn´t care! I enjoyed it enyway and so did my grulla mustang mare Blue Spirit!

God I miss thous wonderfull times I had with my husband Blue Elk!

I have decided that when I finaly reunite with my twinflame, my beloved Xzai-On, then I will make sure that we get a tipi in our yard! I will make it so cosy with nice native blankets and pillows and other native decor! I will also get Xzai-On a War bonnet, a pair of native pants, a beastplate, bone crocker,breechcloth, pair of moccasines and of cause a bow and arrows! Naturally he needs his throwing tomahawk also including his throwing knife too...hehehe!  Then I will have my beloved Blue Elk back! "Sigh" Well we should not forget me,his Pahinzizi, witch means goldilocks in Sioux. I am going to get a bone crocker too, a headband, a nice native american dress, or perhaps a native american bikini so I will look little more hot to my Blue Elk! *Giggles* Naturally I need to get myselfe a pair of moccasines too...

I told Xzai-On that it would bee awzome to have a Tipi in our yard and that i would so much like to have one! He said " Yeah, I sure heck would not mind to have a Tipi in our yard! That would bee like to go back to the good ol days! We deffenitely have to get a Tipi!" I totaly agreed with Xzai-On on that!

God, I can´t bearly wait till I can bee in my Blue Elks arms and lap again! I miss Xzai-On so much! There is no WORDS how much I love him! I love him so deeply and fully that theres no WORDS in how much I love my twinflame Xzai-On! My beloved pleiadean native! <3 <3 <3 I love you my pleiadean native prince!!!!!! Can´t WAIT to bee reunited with you my love!!!!!