69, Balance, The Faulty Factions of Duality

Here we are, reading another one of Lumis blogs..This isn't a super cool channeling nor is it material taken from the very bowels of some ancient library. These are my realizations and understandings for those who care to read them andperhaps an interesting thought or two here and there.Balance, pushing a door, and being aware of the pull on the other side ... the thing that always exists whetheryou see it immediately or not. Something we wish to achieve to become whole, the reason we keep incarnating over and over again, to become the balance that all is.I get caught up sometimes, in the things I want to happen. The person I want to be or the life I want to lead. Andmany times my thoughts are rewarded with a gentle reminder: 69It appears in a number that calls me soon after, the time, license plates, bus numbers and many more. The most common interpretation of the number is not G-Rated so let's skip that,another is it being the zodiac symbol for cancer... I see the tao (yinyang) :)A reminder for me to keep my balance!One time, I was thinking really concentrated about a girl... the possiblilities, the dreams come true...and was encountered by the number 666 (the number of the tram that pulled up)I googled what the number really means and read something along the lines of "giving too much attention tophysical matters, that I should concentrate on my spirituality and they will be as nothing anymore"I smiled to myself and knew "yes, I suppose I was only thinking of physical things rather than spiritual ones"The number 9 on the other hand is a divine, spiritual number6 & 9 = balanceso when I see it's like "remember to stay balanced yeh shmuck""but Lumi boo, where is this taking us?"well I have it vaguely in my mind but bear with me I'm not used to writing blogsSo we can imagine what "the number of the beast" can lead us to... the "mark of the beast" for one thing (barcodes) amongst superficial treasures and shallow values of a material kind. Things that are in no immediate way spiritual.Too much of this impairs the spiritual experience in life, you ask for proof of ghosts, physical evidence of non-physical things and more, you value a pair of shoes more than the energetic quality of food you eat.But what happens if we tip the scale the other way? Too much spirituality?We'll you become somewhat of a fuzzbal, put short. You don't want to function in this (yes, ugly) society just as a nihilist wouldn't want to take into account the existance of a soul. You just don't see much point in it.Luckily we aren't either extremes here :) but it serves as a good black/white example.An interesting analogy I've read regarding this "inner balance" would be the "inner male & female" A balance would result in having an androgynous energy signature.We can take the meanings of these archetypes quite literally if we dumb them down to a simple level.The inner male is the muscle, he is the physical, he is DOING and being.The inner female is the emotion, she is the spirit, she is KNOWING and feeling.So, in a nutshell, achieving inner, androgynous balance is feeling what you want to do, and doing what you know you can and have to to achieve what you want to. [omg that sentance was messed up] (it goes a lot deeper than this but more understanding isn't needed)Angels are generally androgynous in nature :)"okay zLumi, but what exactly are you getting at?"calm down voice in my head that calls me Lumi o_oSo you are most likely capable of imagining what happens if one side if the scale is tipped in any thing. You may personally know some bulky, defensive jocks and wimpy whiny nerds. Battleaxe-babes and drama queens.This is an imbalance of the duality you comprise of, but see that there is always a balance.The less emotion and thought that fuels a jocks actions the more they will become a mechanical, jealous and materialistic jerk that will in turn, make others a bit softer, eventually turning some into a whimpy nerd.The less "doing" that is accompanied by the emotions of a desperate sucker for attention, the more of a "helpless" whiny-ass she'll become which can encourage other girls to be like "suck it up bitch, this ishow to take care of problems" *rolls up sleeves*.So is it with everything in life, a lack of something in one place is equalled by a large abundance of itsopposite somewhere else.We can take this on to an even more blatant level of dark and light.Imagine always having lived in a place where nothing "bad" ever happened... nobody ever got robbed, no tragic traffic accidents, no murder, no bruises or scratches.Nobody influenced anybody and nobody meant ill to anybody.What if, in this world, somebody would hit you... you proabably wouldn't understandJust as you wouldn't if you lived in a world of countless horrors and cruel deeds and somebody gave you an icecream. You wouldn't understand because before, you were never given anything similar as a contrast.You learn from every experience, yes this is redundant to be telling you ^^You have had beautiful ones and horrible ones, perhaps you have slain millions or saved billions at one point in"time" or another.This is who you are... If you've been through hell, all the while knowing what the light is like... then the ice-cream at the end of the tunnel already has a very different meaning.You ARE already this balance, you are already a ruler of darkest nature and ardent warrior of the most blinding light. The key now, is to find the true you which is the balance of all these things.You are balancing yourself for the world, because you hold so much creation and destruction within your essence.The balancing of you, here has a very powerful effect, and that is how we are helping this planet, by being a part of it and balancing ourselves.When you find you again, you will find the balance, and this is something that goes beyond the monofocusedperception of duality or the battle between "good" and "bad" ... "light" and "dark"When a lion hunts for a Gazelle, the other lions are proud of their brethren, he is doing "good".The Gazelles on the other hand are scared shitless from this "bad guy"chasing after them.but you, in your safari truck see the balance of nature because you have a deeper understanding and havepersonal issues to balance on a very different level.You see what happens if you tip the scale between genders (as archetypes for your aspects)You know what happens when you only look at one side of the scale.My advice is now: do not let a narrow perspective limit your actions, be true, be you. Some will call it bad,others good and other will simply not care -> they will understand... you have your reasons.Become who you truly are and disregard what others would think of it. Talk to whom you feel comfortable talking to, you feel comfortable for a reason. Don't force a convo with somebody you "don't really like that much".You feel this for a reason!You not of the light nor of the dark, you are of source and embody both in a beautiful equilibrium.

"Justin asked:
"Any info available on what the two new natural moons will look like? I'm guessing they will be similar to the ones we had back in ancient times before they were destroyed."

Drekx reply:
Yes, like the ancient moons, about a quarter…"

"Yes, like the ancient moons, about a quarter the size of the current artificial moon and orbiting on opposite sides of Earth...So smaller than Ganymede, or Callisto, which orbit a gas giant and larger than Phobos, which is Martian and about 14 miles…"

"Any info available on what the two new natural moons will look like? I'm guessing they will be similar to the ones we had back in ancient times before they were destroyed."

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Chris Comish February 9, 2011 at 9:00pm

Interesting. Here's my bit of balance- bar codes on books I am selling which contain spiritual energy attunements. The monetary profit benefits my earth life which I share with my family and charity while the spiritual profit benefits my spiritual life and everybody elses.

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