I'm starting to wake up!! i dont know what started it, but ive been becoming more and more cuious the past few months about my world and why things are as they are. ive been learning about many differnt topics that you would never think are connected. but ive been doing just that, connecting these topics and its amazing how intertwined everything is, how all the problems link together.
at first i was skeptical, but the more you learn the harder it is to deny. then i wanted to tell everyone, talk to people about these new ideas and the problems in our world. but most of you know if your not talking to another awaking soul then they think your just another "Conspiracy theorists" (I dont like that word btw, if its used on someone or an idea its not taken seriouly or thought to automaticly be unture) or crazy.
and then i was embarressed, i doubted myself again but only for a bit. after i got mad because no one could see! i wanted everyone to see!! no one could even give new ideas a chance. school became unbarable, i couldint talk to anyone, i couldint listen to there petty material problems that wouldint even be if they woke up. i started getting in trouble because i would speak out in class when i didint agree with what the teacher was saying or i would stand up for myself when i felt disrepected. i couldint just sit there and tak it anymore, i had to do something! and the "FOOD' they gave us, i think that angered me more than anything, i could post a whole blog about that, so i wont get into it now.
and recently i decided its not worth it to feel all this rage and negitive energy toward these people i just wish would wake up already! they will do it when there ready, you really can lead a horse to water and not be able to make it drink.
right now im in the process of waking my chakras and blancing them, i feel its best to help myself to become heathy and raise my own energies before trying to help others, i dont want to give anyone bad energy.
and i am so happy i found this site yesterday, its full of the same information ive been finding and looking for. and im happy to see the problems ive been connecting myself are found here too, linked together the same way, it proves my intuition is very in tuned with THE TRUTH. im excited to meet new people like me here too:)
--with love and light, Lindsey
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glad to see another awakening soul, keep striving for more and it will come.
Welcome, thanks for being here and sharing your thoughts. Wish you much peace and happiness as you awaken to your new journey. All and everything are connect, we're by no means alone, ever. You will meet other enlightened beings in your proximity, trust yourself, find your vibration, AWAKENING happens. : )
welcome lindsey ! i and we all were at that stage , u have found your home.
Welcome Lindsay,
Hopefully, as your brothers and sisters, we can offer you the answers to anything you would like to touch on.
Besides that, have fun here :)
thanks Ogdoo for the advice, i"ll remember that and i think wonderful times are ahead too, cant wait!!:)
You are certainly not alone. I usually think I'm lucky I was able to graduate before waking up lol :D. The work is still a mess though but not as tough as to be awakened in school must be.
My advice to you is if you want to help somebody you must take small steps, because if you overload them with information that you barely yourself have processed to understand, they will think you are crazy. Even small things as well-thought words can act as a seed which will bloom into their own awakenings, because I believe awakening-process is through research and independent work. Others can help, but others cannot awake people in the same manner.
Just stand strong and the most important is what you believe. Try to help those that want your help, otherwize don't waste your energy on them, especially no negative energy.
Hope this can help you, and I wish you a nice yourney with all of us together as one big family. I think wonderful times await us.
Take care! , Johan
You're most welcome Lindsey!
I'm glad we cheered you up : )
thank you guys so much! i've never had this kind of encouragement and it feels wonderful:) i don't really talk about these things with the friends i do have and deffinatly not my very "christian" family. so all this i bottling up, and im so re leaved to be able to talk about my feelings and ideas here and not feel like im going to be ridiculed. reading your messages has put a smile on my heart thank you all again:)
Welcome Lindsey! : )
Thanks for sharing this, I know it can be frustrating when people seem blind to the obvious truth but rest assured you don't have to convince anyone, all will awaken eventually and the truth will be revealed in due time (perhaps sooner than you might think...)
You're certainly not alone and it seems like you're on the right track so have faith and stay true in the face of doubt and ridicule!
Peace & Love my friend : )
you are not waking up, you are starting to live the dream!!
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