Hey everybody, I usually don't post articles on Ashtar Command (or I haven't in a long time) but I just need somebody to talk to who may understand me.
There have been some weird things that have happened to me in my life and I would like to make note of them here:
7 YEARS OLD
When I was 7 years old or so, a LIGHT BEAM came through my window at night. I thought that it was a MOON BEAM. On this "moon beam" came an alien (I thought he was the Man in the Moon because I didn't know anything about aliens back then and that's why I wasn't scared). He went right THROUGH the window like it wasn't even solid. I wanted him to go to school with me so I could show him my drawings (I was quite into art throughout my school years). We walked to my school, and I remember it was fall, because I could hear the leaves rustling, but THERE WAS NO OTHER NOISE AND NOTHING WAS MOVING. No cars were moving. I had a feeling that we shouldn't be seen, but this "guy" didn't seem too concerned about it. They put my mother in suspended animation or something. ( She was standing but looked really "zoned out".) They said something like "She's coming out of it". (I do not remember if this happened before or after we left).
17 YEARS OLD
When I was 17 years old I had a 23-year-old boyfriend (naughty me!), There was an "incident" that happened at this time. This is all that I can remember: We were parked at the side of the road at night and to my right was a circular UFO with multi-colored lights. (I was SCARED SHITLESS!) I told my boyfriend to drive as fast as he could without getting us killed, and we drove 90 miles an hour through country roads. I was two hours late in getting home. (Somehow, these two hours just 'disappeared"). We thought that we may have fell asleep, but neither one of us remembers sleeping. When I told my mother why I was late in getting home, SHE DIDN'T BELIEVE ME. (And why should she? What an EXCUSE!)
I have seen at least 10 UFO's since then.
Here's the rub: I DON'T FEEL LIKE I BELONG HERE. I HAVE NEVER FELT LIKE I BELONGED HERE. I feel like I am just here to OBSERVE people. I feel so ALONE and I don't know who to talk to (but I feel that the members at Ashtar Command may be able to help me).
All comments welcome - but BE NICE!