Seems over the past month or so I have kind of quit thinking about 2012 and everything to do with it pretty much. I don't know if it is just me or what? It's like I'm not really overly concerned about anything now. Seems that I have been meditating more each day though, but other than that I seem to be just taking everything in stride. Like I have slowed down in some way. I take more time to look at nature, the trees and birds, just kind of watching them, like I haven't a care in the world. Not that this is a bad thing. I think that I'm just in a wait and see kind of time period. I'm just leisurely doing what needs to be done and that's about it. I don't feel rushed at all. Could it be that I'm kind of burnt out from the last few months of expectations, that never happened? I'm not sure, but I'm in a comfortable place right now. I think that I realized that what is most important now, is to just work on me for the time being, and I think that tomorrow will take care of its self. Anyone else feeling this way?
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Lovely! What is the music, do you know?
yes i dont bother about what will happen next either; its more fun to live in the present moment ;)
I don't really think about it much anymore either. I live in the now...I rarely ever leave the now, I barely even think about tomorrow. I find myself these days just totally engrossed in every moment, and everything I do. It's a nice thing, but it has its drawbacks...like I'm not really interested in intellectual pursuits anymore...anything that isn't relevant to me right now, I'm just not interested in. I can't watch history documentaries, or other things, like I used to so easily before. Another thing is, it's hard to get out of myself sometimes...because I'm just so present...and so in my presence...that it's hard to kind of step out of it. I feel like, my being, my presence...encompasses the whole world, and there's nothing outside of it. Time and space really go away when you live in the now.
Yes my brother. Clearly you seem to be at peace with yourself and with the cosmos. I know many of us are awaiting for that special day to come. Personally, I know that God has said that no-one will know when He shall return, keeping this in mind helps when your expectations don't become fruition.
Hi Audie
I think many of us are transitioning into 'living in the now'. We feel a sense of detachment from the 3d heaviness.
It's a good heartspace you are in as we are in between worlds right now and have progressed beyond the headspace we were conditioned to be in.
It's the simple things that matter, hearing the birds, feeling the sun on our skin. Part of being in 4th or 5th Dimension is taking everything in our stride as we are not caught up in the dramas anymore. We're detached. We're more carefree.
Is this a kind of heart preparation for us, that we now go 'within' even if big changes were to occur? Is this spiritual training? We have not much choice but to go within, and remain calm, trusting the process and trusting we are being watched over. Help is available should we need it.
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