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What is S**? - Porn? - Question by impoverished unloved depressed trauma soul...Planet X coming, No ascension wanted...Love Cold weather!

Hello kindly once more,

Since my last post, about trauma life, low self esteem, borken-heartedness, unloved dysfunctional environments&parents, loneliness...wretched Gollum life...*weeps* :(

I like to ask this question...S** what is it?....Porn?.I was never told anything about it, except that its a (taboo...parents!). A sensitive empathic answer I like please. I don't buy all the gender-stereotyped rubbish (brainwashing, propaganda...lies!..Evil illuminati!) of the media! Asides through all the toxic psychotropic drugs I was forced to take (evil psychiatry!...toxic,toxic!) I seem likely to be sexual dysfunctional (erectile dysfunction?!?) , soeme tardive dyskinesia too! Is s** really needed? No idea...I hope I posted this in the right place...Here I post my painting of my broken heart...

This is my painting...I often paint...I hope the photo is clear enough

I have a broken and sick heart...This so sick world (no empathy...my 'soul seems female' NOT male) gave me more traumas & deep depressions, than anything else! Seem to carry female energy, which this sick world hates. Eaten tons of chocolate, fish, and drowned tons of cups of strong coffee beyond count,still do...addiction, addiction. An Emotional wreck,feel I failed...failed...Need healing, real deep healing!...'Shamanic Healing' is that any good? It mentions 'soul loss' occurring, in the happening of traumatic events (had many) ...That sounds far more plausible than any of that filthy toxic psychiatry fake-science rubbish! [www.cchr.org] But finding one that is within reach and affordable, proves a real pain (the ones I found were in country towns, no public transport]! *river-cries* :( So the issue of finding suitable (sensitive empathic) healing remains...

And this...Planet x is coming in the nearer future...

http://galacticconnection.com/planet-nibiru-is-coming/#sthash.OmMlwAhf.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/20-facts-about-nibiru-planet-x/#sthash.f1v7yK92.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/planet-x-proof-of-nibiru-despite-nasa/#sthash.r07JQrwT.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/planet-x-nibiru-new-nearing-2015-the-planet-goverment-doesnt-want-you-to-know/#sthash.DlFOvtlA.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/planet-x-nibiru-sun-blackout-in-march-2016/#sthash.s0pj1LFD.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/researcher-predicts-planet-x-of-nibiru-to-flyby-earth-in-2016/#sthash.vZ3mLSaS.dpbs

If this is true, including the prediction of planet x coming sometime next year. Where does that leave poor souls like me?!? I want no ascension, sick heart/soul, trauma, etc...feel this is for me far toooo soon. Asides I had more or less an atheist kind of upbringing, without offense meant...no religion , including all that 'christian' soup which sounds to me ;like a lot $greed-coorps manufacture to spend tons of money on rubbish...Paganism, brainwashing...propaganda, including the so depressive irritating rotten music they blare everywhere (yucky green-red colours)....No thanks! And I already saw some traces of the coming of another commerce pagan $Xmas onslaught now...*dread* :(

I prefer silence to all this noxious depressive noise and $commerce...A trip into the cold would be real good (before planet X)...polar regions...Photos from polar regions seem to have had a strong pull (must have a reason)...Have a number of polar brochures and books. Its true, I always loved cold weather (including thick snow) not hot, which always made me feel real miserable even health endangering (dizziness, mega-headaches...near heat stroke experiences...polar bear sweating and more),...like in a prison, I just cant stand heat! Read in a recent New Dawn magazine about RH-Negative blood types...there its mentioned about unable to stand hot weather....Thats to a great extent my case.....Is that what they mean with nordic blood or? ...Maybe someone can answer this. Had no blood test to confirm yet, but I feel alien, including very strong aversion to hot weather...strong intuition too (childohood)....I forecasted whats about to happen, and parents didnt listen...it was at times very visual flash.... Heat always makes me feel sick...not the cold though...Love snow, and the jackets that I even see in Sydney, I dont need at all...

.Apologies for the lengthy post going to certain extent beyond the initial question...I'm not often online (no internet at home) and hope one understands...And leave with some scene links of polar regions...

~peace & light~

herbert

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/be/Arctic_Sunset.jpg

https://shop.aurora-skycam.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/4/2015/07/l...

http://www.arcticphoto.is/wp-content/gallery/aurora/Aurora_Panorama...

http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/image/1207/aurora_goldpaint_1200.jpg

http://wallpaperest.com/aurora-online-wallpaper-009944

http://blog.sunvil.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2014/11/Copy-of-Svalbar...

http://www.reidtravel.com/upload/images/CFD6CW_Paradise%20Bay,%20An...

There are sure lots more...May these inspire others...Nature makes art...*peace* 

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Darling you are precious... I sent you a message.... 

Hi jaxon, i know exactly what you are sharing and i agree with the core of it, as i am experiencing changing my thoughts and reactions as well and it has made things better in my life.

However, i was just adding to it, by suggesting to think even bigger than you suggested is all.

Perhaps if this world contained only me, i could create very quickly the free life that i know many want.

With all the other co-creators around us, many of them have beliefs, usually drilled into them in one way or another, that is almost always against their own highest good.

Though it is sold to them in a way that they accept, believing it keeps them safe and secure.

These observations are from my direct experience from observing and talking with people.

It's apparent to me, one can think positive thoughts for the highest good of one and all, till the end of time, but unless those around us share and resonate to such frequencies of consciousness, the external reality will change very little.

One quick basic example, at one point in time, humans did not believe we had to pay to live on the dirt of mother earth.

At this point in time, many people believe we have to pay something to live on dirt, so if i think big and positive that all shall have all basic needs met without condition and that includes a reasonable chunk of land to grow a few crops and place a home on.

What do you think will happen when someone tries to use a piece of land freely.

What will happen is not the fault of one thinking negatively, it is the culmination of conditioning over time, the minds of humans to follow a certain pattern of living.

I'm not trying to spin your message, i am trying to expand on it.

As i agree fully, that focusing on the positive aspects of people is far more productive and beneficial to us all.

However, bare in mind, that this is distinctly different from examining systems and ideas that have been created around us, the living people.

I despise systems or ideas that attempt to control and divide human beings, with the purpose of enslavement and i always will despise them till the end of time.

However, i will never despise living human beings for ignorantly following these ways, as they most of time, do not realize what they are doing.

Speaking about these systems and ideas that attempt to control and divide is not negative or empowering them further as you claim.

It is shining a light on them for others to see things in a different light, why, because they have been taught that certain ways and things are good for them, when in fact they are not good for them.

Control and division with intent to enslave is never good for one and all and i will always share this truth, despite another claiming it is negative to do so, or another claiming it is empowering the very thing we do not want.

Good day and good luck on your journey

peace love light

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