Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community Network

What is S**? - Porn? - Question by impoverished unloved depressed trauma soul...Planet X coming, No ascension wanted...Love Cold weather!

Hello kindly once more,

Since my last post, about trauma life, low self esteem, borken-heartedness, unloved dysfunctional environments&parents, loneliness...wretched Gollum life...*weeps* :(

I like to ask this question...S** what is it?....Porn?.I was never told anything about it, except that its a (taboo...parents!). A sensitive empathic answer I like please. I don't buy all the gender-stereotyped rubbish (brainwashing, propaganda...lies!..Evil illuminati!) of the media! Asides through all the toxic psychotropic drugs I was forced to take (evil psychiatry!...toxic,toxic!) I seem likely to be sexual dysfunctional (erectile dysfunction?!?) , soeme tardive dyskinesia too! Is s** really needed? No idea...I hope I posted this in the right place...Here I post my painting of my broken heart...

This is my painting...I often paint...I hope the photo is clear enough

I have a broken and sick heart...This so sick world (no empathy...my 'soul seems female' NOT male) gave me more traumas & deep depressions, than anything else! Seem to carry female energy, which this sick world hates. Eaten tons of chocolate, fish, and drowned tons of cups of strong coffee beyond count,still do...addiction, addiction. An Emotional wreck,feel I failed...failed...Need healing, real deep healing!...'Shamanic Healing' is that any good? It mentions 'soul loss' occurring, in the happening of traumatic events (had many) ...That sounds far more plausible than any of that filthy toxic psychiatry fake-science rubbish! [www.cchr.org] But finding one that is within reach and affordable, proves a real pain (the ones I found were in country towns, no public transport]! *river-cries* :( So the issue of finding suitable (sensitive empathic) healing remains...

And this...Planet x is coming in the nearer future...

http://galacticconnection.com/planet-nibiru-is-coming/#sthash.OmMlwAhf.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/20-facts-about-nibiru-planet-x/#sthash.f1v7yK92.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/planet-x-proof-of-nibiru-despite-nasa/#sthash.r07JQrwT.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/planet-x-nibiru-new-nearing-2015-the-planet-goverment-doesnt-want-you-to-know/#sthash.DlFOvtlA.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/planet-x-nibiru-sun-blackout-in-march-2016/#sthash.s0pj1LFD.dpbs

http://galacticconnection.com/researcher-predicts-planet-x-of-nibiru-to-flyby-earth-in-2016/#sthash.vZ3mLSaS.dpbs

If this is true, including the prediction of planet x coming sometime next year. Where does that leave poor souls like me?!? I want no ascension, sick heart/soul, trauma, etc...feel this is for me far toooo soon. Asides I had more or less an atheist kind of upbringing, without offense meant...no religion , including all that 'christian' soup which sounds to me ;like a lot $greed-coorps manufacture to spend tons of money on rubbish...Paganism, brainwashing...propaganda, including the so depressive irritating rotten music they blare everywhere (yucky green-red colours)....No thanks! And I already saw some traces of the coming of another commerce pagan $Xmas onslaught now...*dread* :(

I prefer silence to all this noxious depressive noise and $commerce...A trip into the cold would be real good (before planet X)...polar regions...Photos from polar regions seem to have had a strong pull (must have a reason)...Have a number of polar brochures and books. Its true, I always loved cold weather (including thick snow) not hot, which always made me feel real miserable even health endangering (dizziness, mega-headaches...near heat stroke experiences...polar bear sweating and more),...like in a prison, I just cant stand heat! Read in a recent New Dawn magazine about RH-Negative blood types...there its mentioned about unable to stand hot weather....Thats to a great extent my case.....Is that what they mean with nordic blood or? ...Maybe someone can answer this. Had no blood test to confirm yet, but I feel alien, including very strong aversion to hot weather...strong intuition too (childohood)....I forecasted whats about to happen, and parents didnt listen...it was at times very visual flash.... Heat always makes me feel sick...not the cold though...Love snow, and the jackets that I even see in Sydney, I dont need at all...

.Apologies for the lengthy post going to certain extent beyond the initial question...I'm not often online (no internet at home) and hope one understands...And leave with some scene links of polar regions...

~peace & light~

herbert

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/be/Arctic_Sunset.jpg

https://shop.aurora-skycam.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/4/2015/07/l...

http://www.arcticphoto.is/wp-content/gallery/aurora/Aurora_Panorama...

http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/image/1207/aurora_goldpaint_1200.jpg

http://wallpaperest.com/aurora-online-wallpaper-009944

http://blog.sunvil.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2014/11/Copy-of-Svalbar...

http://www.reidtravel.com/upload/images/CFD6CW_Paradise%20Bay,%20An...

There are sure lots more...May these inspire others...Nature makes art...*peace* 

Views: 1218

Reply to This

Replies to This Discussion

Take some magic mushrooms, it cures major depressions and makes you serene with NO side effects whatsover. It's a plant anyway and nothing synthetic.

Good idea.

Although your military connections puts you dangerously close to the MKULTRA-supporters wheras you'd OF COURSE say it's a GOOD idea for the OP to try such things. ;)

It'd just give you one more patsy to use in various questionable ops.. ;)

always so much violence in your words......

What I can't do IRL, I'll do on the net. ;)

You stupid MOFO!!

You can't prescribe STRONG psychedelia completely without guidance and usage-instruction to a random person on the net, hoping they'll get the same benefits as YOU got from the same medicine. That's just.. TOTALLY IRRESPONSIBLE.

Tell me, how would he deal with a psychosis if it happens during the "treatment"?

Can YOU deal with it?

I agree an altered mind state may be beneficial.  I also believe that it's best to clear your body of all of the pollutants you have accumulated over the years.  What worked for me was a good internal body cleanse of which there are many on the market these days.  This will help "wipe the slate clean" as it were so you can clear out a lot of the past before looking to the future of now.  We are all able to heal ourselves much more than we believe possible when we are in a depressed state.  

There is a beautiful awakening happening and you are a part of it along with all the rest of us.  Use this time wisely and take advantage of all you can to stay around to see the coming light of a new day my friend.

it is difficult to be aware of surroundings of life, people without letting it in under your skin .... yes at the first glimpse the world may appear just like you express, but if you shift your attention the world is full of kind, compassionate, rightness Human Beings who struggle with inner and outer challenges just as you are .... There is always HOPE.  

I'm sorry you are going through this, you are not alone.  This link might offer some insight, hope it helps :-) 

http://biologyofkundalini.com/article.php?story=CrisisManagement

It's less than 5 years since the last time people claimed Planet X is coming. Are you saying that people of the "Internet-age" can forget broken promises THAT fast?

Goddess of beauty this poor soul is so depressed look at his painting giving him a pschadelic will most likely give him a bad bad trip and make him do something that you will regret.... You need watch what you say and to whom.... How do you know this person isn't a teenager....  I know about mental health and psychedelics won't benefit him at all it will do more damage.... Please before you tell someone else to do drugs think of who and why thank you...

If I were Ben I'd boot "Goddess" out of here so fast and so hard that its head would have rolled out of here on one network communications port while its body would have rolled out of here on a completely different network communications port.

That's how angry I get when drug-romantizisers give advice to people they haven't even got a full psychographic profile on.

Drugs can be one of two things: Total medicine for one person, and total poison for another. Unless one knows beforehand exactly what the drug will do to a suggested target, one should NOT prescribe them!

RSS

Featured

Latest Activity

Steve Hutchinson commented on the group 'Divine Upliftment For Spiritual Growth & Ascension'
"Key Things To Know About Archangel Metatron Hey earth angels, Melanie Beckler here. And in this…"
57 minutes ago
Steve Hutchinson posted a discussion

Key Things To Know About Archangel Metatron By Melanie Beckler

Key Things To Know About Archangel MetatronHey earth angels, Melanie Beckler here. And in this…See More
58 minutes ago
Agarther commented on the blog post 'ARCHANGEL MICHAEL: DO NOT GET CAUGHT IN THE DRAMA OF WHITE HATS OR BLACK HATS'
"yes ET Hugger, I hope to meet you one sunny day in Agartha ;) and thank you Drekx, that means a…"
1 hour ago
Agarther replied to the discussion 'An Update on Sheldan's Recovery'
"RV/Intelligence Alert: "Trump Card" -- November 15, 2019 (Disclaimer: The following is an…"
1 hour ago
amparo alvarez posted blog posts
2 hours ago
Krishna Kalki replied to the discussion 'One village in India, the residents honor the birth of a daughter with a unique ritual of planting one hundred and eleven fruit trees...LOVELY JUBBLEY'
"How to get a girl at birth by Garuda Purana After menstruation the women should be avoided for four…"
6 hours ago
Krishna Kalki posted discussions
7 hours ago
Russ Hatfield commented on the blog post 'Escape Room Earth'
"Thank you for that comment, I haven't laughed that hard in a long time and my sides are…"
7 hours ago

© 2019  

About Cookies | Read Community Guidelines | Contact Us | Community Sponsorship

  Powered by

   |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service