The strugle of getting out of a sect

I will just throw this in here, and see what comes out of it.

I was born in a 2 way family, my dad was a normal person (wel in this world at least) went to war 3 years in Algeria with the French army, and my mother is a Jehova's wittness. I never had birthdays, parties, friends come over. Had to attend meetings etc etc. 11 years ago i decided to see a therapist because i seemed to have problems integrating in the world. I thought it was me and my caracter but to my surprise i was told i had problems because of the sect i was brought up in.(wel at least half into it) i did smoke go out have girlfriends when of age, but still i had a lot of problems when it came to normal stuff one does. It took 6 month to clean my act up, and i was warned of the side effects of withdrawel and they were heavy and real with halucinations about the devil and so on.

Now when i look back at it i wonder if i chose this to happen so i could later on help people who are in the same position of getting out of a sectarian regime?

Has any of you had a experience with a sect of some sort? And what are your thoughts about it?

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  • If you are having issues with your inner demons, it may not be the sect at all... You are more powerful than anything out there that would try and control you...

    If you need to Exorcize your demons, then focus on ridding yourself of the bad energies, sometimes we go through changes and it purges all of the things we have buried deep within ourselves....

    You can get rid of it fast or slow, I would recommend slow so you don't risk any mental damage, clearning karma can be somewhat traumatizing sometimes...

    If you want to burn karma off fast then taking some psychadellics will get you on the fast track... This is definitely not recommended unless you're totally stable mentally and in good surroundings with cool people...but extremely effective if you can handle the energy.

    You could also try Reiki and other forms of meditation and healing techniques...

    But again, You have the ultimate power to transform your life, no matter what's happened in your past!

    Hope you feel better soon, Cedric...  You seem like a very nice person to me. :-)
  • oh thanks James i just felt touched by his story. I mean his story came from a real place and I admired it. But thanks for the encouragement im new to this site Im trying to see where I can try to offer support.
  • Its hard to see the silver lining in life but I think we all have to remember if we didn't go through our chosen paths would we be who we are today. Its only on looking back on yesterday that we decide who we try to become by tomorrow. People in your similar situation never see the light or walk the unbeaten path looks like at least you were courageous enough to try. If your heart led you out of the regime you can never be steered wrong. We are all in regimes if its not religious oppression, its racial, if its not racial its social, if its not social its status much like your regime these institutes are all geared and in place to suppress and divide. Love does not divide or suppress love has no race, colour, or creed so if love is the ultimate denominator if you find a place of love then that is where you belong.
    • It is true that there is no way they can integrate me in anything anymore...lol. From the first minute i recognise any controling, brainwashing etc. As for love....it is not easy to find as it realy is. There are a lot of wals around people and defenses that are easely trigered when aproached. You can see it in peoples eyes, when they feel you see through them, the energie they throw at you is instant and sometimes scary. It's like a animal reaction so to speak that i always seem to catch in the moment. But the inner love is still the best love i have found untill now, would be nice to meet another sometimes with that same inner love active.
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