A lot has bee going on again in my life these past few months.
One major change i had to make is go Raw with my food, this has given
me more energy but has calmed me down.
Also some of my questions were answered on problems i have.
One of them came in the form of information i found about Kundalini.
It has been 15 years sinds it started and i am still having side effects.
But now with this information i can finaly relax and deal with it.
The interesting thing i read in these pages was the Snake part.
When it all started i used to have visits of Big huge snakes in my dreams,
they used to talk and talk about the universe and al kinds of other important info.
I also spend time in the pyramids, and went through some initiations like the
one you have to swim in the dark from one chamber to the other in-between crocodiles.
I remember waking up in sweat and al wet, now i am happy to know i am not the only one around
It is indeed a relief to know i am not a nut case...lol. And that things happen because they have to happen, i shure did not anticipate i would go through this, but i am glad i have.
http://www.elcollie.com/st/st.html
Maybe some of you have had the same experience or know someone who is or has,
this might bring some relief and help for those people to understand and work with it.
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To change my vibration with al this kundalini is not always a blessing, especialy the first 10 years.
Miss-understandings, my body going into cramps, my mind flying of into incredibel extacies of thruth.
Nights without sleep,days without being awake. Universal understandings without words.
It is not so mutch a Bliss as manny might believe.
But still i firmly feel this to be the only way to get where i am supossed to go or be.
Also i would like people to stop thinking that because you are awaken ...you are perfect.
There is no sutch a thing as perfect because everything moves on al the time.
What seemed perfect just 1 second ago is old story the next.
I have this problem when i get pissed of...OH! so you are not awakened because if you were you would not get pissed of!...DUH!
My anger is one of compasion not of fear...manny parents might relate.