Hello
I guess you could say I am some kind of light worker. I didn't fully realize the significance of this until 2011. Until then, I had some vague intuitive awareness that I was able to affect people's moods and spiritual state by my mere presence or if i'd really connected with someone in particular, over long distances. For instance, I would be at a concert, smoke some pot, then watch as my new specific energy flooded the venue and charged everyone else. Or I would connect with a girl physically (have sex) and from that point on we would both share the same emotional fluctuations, even if we were states apart. The problem is that I don't know how to willingly control or limit my radiation of energy. Too often I have felt extremely anxious and, to my chagrin, seen the people around me become afraid without even knowing who or what was causing it. Also, I seem usually unable to receive others energy - but I can radiate/project my own like crazy. I want to know how to contain my energy, keep it to myself, when I choose to. Anyone have any specific advice on how to contain, manage, and control my spiritual radiation?
Thanks and happy new year!
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...it is as we think it perhaps in this living hologram, be creative with your thoughts and realize your own power of creation for yourself and your energies uses, for example; maybe decree your powers may not harm in any way, your powers, your rules, hey i keep my field on 'auto-tune' to adjust to all situations smoothly for all concerned, or anything of what may have been considered negative is automatically transmuted clean with love, i figure why block when healing an option, maybe im a bit too mystical, but i believe in one keeping their power over all things in their reality, say it so! :)