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Sam I am we need a New World.

Posted by Saint Lucifer on February 28, 2009 at 3:06am in Present Yourself To Others
Wow the thoughts running through my head. I do believe the next couple of months are going to be bad.. Believe me I am hoping for the best. But really does in a 3d world hope get you. It doesn’t not pay my mortgage, food or the bills. Which I am afraid of losing my house to the bank Chase. Been in the family for a very long time. Over 100 years. I am going to give a very short past review of my 3d experience everyone seems to say I signed up for, for lets say experience points. So here is a quick list of what I can ponder to remember right now.1. Born in St. Petersburg Fla.2. Family divorced when I was five.3. Lived with my mom and grandmother whole Life.4. Father saw me once for a week, when I was 14. Had me stay at a friends house so he could have his girlfriend over.5. Got in car accident, with me driving with my permit. Grandmother died in hospital.6. Started re dreaming of my twin flame again. Who was this girl I can remember from dance class.7. Got a posting from the St. Petersburg Chronicle or something mailed to me, anomalously. My Father had died a week ago. Thanks for anyone ever telling his only Son. I might have liked to have gone to the funeral.8. If you do not notice yet I can totally fade out memories. Believe me its not a gift.9. Mother was so into being their for me. But not as a friend just a mother. She didn’t have sex for a very long time. The saying is if you do not use it you lose it. Well she got cervical cancer twice, and I had to pull the plug on her in Respitory ICU. At that moment I knew I was right, that energy never ends. I felt her soul leave her body, I felt her heart stopping beating. I got my left arm tattooed with an eye with flames on it for her. Mom 43-99.10. Finally met my twin flame exact opposite of me but on the same scale. The girl I use to dream about. We courted for a very long time finally got together , lived together, got engaged.11. Had a son, got front page of the town paper about the museum I had made. Very funny thing about my son. His ultrasound number was 69666. LOL I think it is funny. His name means fierce Valor. I was in love with life.12. My dog, friend ,companion for 13 years got very sick. He basically stood in a corner all day drawling and peeing on himself. Chandra said it was time. I brought my best friend into the vet and felt his heart stop beating.13. I drank into a stuper and got caught fooling around with an artist friend of mine. Not once but twice. Yes what made me so afraid of turning out like my dad? I now realize, he gave me the biggest lesson of them all what not to do. Well Chandra left me with our son. I turned into a very bad man. I care not to remember or give any energy to.14. Well she moved around with the kid a lot, but in the state.15. Well she met another guy she was in love with and love is blind, non the less.16. She had another kid, well I fell in love with him. INSTANTLY17. Well her times got ruff and I felt it. I started to work on them living downstairs.18. They are now living downstairs from me. I am totally a different person now. But life seems to think I got more karma to clear up and I guess I do. Cause she wants to go back to school to provide for her kids. So she is moving to a different state 24 hrs driving away. Maybe I am being selfish or just planning but I freaked out tonight. I punched a wall. Not like the new me. James dean is running in my head Live like there is no tomorrow. If their was no tomorrow, would I be selfish and the answer is no. It is very Noble of her and she probably is scared. I wish times weren’t tuff. I wish they didn’t cut the scratch ticket winners down. She likes them. I guess this good I am venting and realigning.19. Present.So here we are. I think we should all join meet up.com and make meetings of light workers get to really know one another. I will be alone again, and as the Capricorn I am. I will work the thought away till I can’t. I know personally I am willing to work with everyone around MASS. Peace and a different world is the only hope I can feel. I took along time trying to explain things to her today as far as chem. Trails and the differences of con trails as we drove around Boston with a sleeping little one. He is very cute when he is sleeping. She made a video of him doing nun chucks, yes at age 3 in a past life he was a martial arts master. I and my son which is a youth degree black belt at age 6,have taught him everything he knows. But he has the management of a 3 year old. He is very difficult at points. Chandra does an amazing job with him. In my eyes their couldn’t be a better essence of the moon. This is the dream I had of you, but not loneliness. We were trying to sell records today, and my parents wedding rings. Unfortunately she is the only woman I would marry and she won’t marry me now. I do not need a ring to marry this woman. I need a universe and a world made for a family. Currently at this point in physical time it is not. I meditate every night on some thing else. I want everything for this world I want for myself. Peace, Prosperity, and H.O.M.E. (Heaven On Mother Earth). I think I am done But I am going to see what star seeds are on my space and start a star seed meet up. I wish everyone the best. Namaste Rob V.
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  • Akkash February 28, 2009 at 4:06am
    I grew up in St. Pete too.
    Many of our stories are very simular, but our endings are very different.
    Be the change you want to see in the world.
    Then youll see the world is perfect.
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