I went this evening to a little shop in my hometown to buy a buddha statue, there was a nice older lady who really got frightened when entered this shop. My brutal unpolished shining livesource blew her out of her socks but there was more.......
It wasn't me she was scared about but what i carried along with me as bagage, a dark entity which has plagued me since birth. What all has happend in my life is a horrorstory which may will it be displayed uncensored you will surely spill tour gut. It's like a 300 round boxingmatch against a worldchampion in the heavyweight class and you are untrained just because this entity decided to interfere with your free will .
I have no regrets for what has happend in my life, i chose it this way, i forgave all & have forgiven myself. I am still standing on my two feet, i didn't go into a lunatic asylum, I will not give in, up or never surrender to the darkness of this entity.
*Sticking up the middlefinger to that entity for I am Joseph, I am what ever was, is & what ever will be, I am a child of God, I only will serve God Because God is a part me and I am a part of Him. To abandon God = abondoning Myself which will never happen, I love God to much. Bring it on darkone, I'M ready for round 301 & if necessary i will fight you to round infinity *
The rest of the story is that the shopkeeper called my Mom, she knew I was her son but had never seen me before. So I got a reading from her at my Mom's house.
The reading make clear that to me that; I am an Godspark, I didn't before incarnate in this world. I came into this world as One my Higher & LowerSelf are directly connected. The dark entity will not give in until the 4th of December then the Godforce will step in, disconnects me with the bond of this entitity, and I will reach my full potential as One. One = Godcreator, and I have some nice ideas which will benefitairy for all humanity like the perpetuum motion, all parts are allready tested and it works.
What do I have to do with dark entity? I do think I have to shine my Light on him, maybe his Light isn't to dimmed and he can make it to ascension? I will not give in, nor give up, nor I will surely let a lost sheep behind. We are all in this boat togheter.
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Dear Joesph,From this day forth you will no longer be overshadowed nor will you be bothered by this dark entity any longer,I invoke the divine energies and healing powers of the Holy Spirit, In the name of the divine source I rebuke this entity and vanquish it back to the dark realms In Gods holy name i pray. to him I give all the power and the glory. May Gods angels protect and guide you evermore from this point on. May your awakening lead you to discover the divine knowledge and wisdom of the universe,You will find great peace and will be able to sleep more soundly than you have in years !!! You are anointed by Gods holy grace and spirit and that you are special because you are loved.<3 Namaste
Thnx, that's an interesting tought, just let go & what do I care out of an act of honour.
Time to be as you say self full.