Origins and Discovering Them.

Hello,

I've been lurking on this site since last year when I was a sophomore in high school and it's been great being able to read the posts and relate to the people are who are also experiencing the Ascension process.  Since I was fourteen, I've been in search of enlightenment and the Truths that surround our world and the universe.   I've shed most of my skepticism and realized that no matter what, our lovely Terra Firma would most likely experience some form of extraterrestrial contact in the future and that they would probably help us pass onto the next stage of evolution.

Which is awesome, except, I've always had this strange feeling as if I wasn't from this world and that I didn't "belong".   I always used to stare up at the stars longingly and wish that I could go "home" (wherever that is LOL).  And, ever since I could remember, I've had this strange fascination with the universe and the planet Mars.

My boyfriend also has some of these feelings.  What's kinda interesting is that when I looked at some pictures of Ashtar Sheran, I noticed that my boyfriend had the same facial features, hair and eye color as him.  He is also the most loving, kind, and loyal person I have ever met (and I'm not exaggerating.) He looks nothing like his parents whatsoever, especially because they have dark hair and dark eyes and a different facial structure than he does.  It's nice because there is a chance that maybe I am not crazy because someone else feels the same way as I do.

So, I know some of you on here have origins that are extraterrestrial in nature.  I also believe that I have origins that are extraterrestrial in nature but I would like to know for sure.  How did you discover your origins?  Thank you for your help.

(On a side note, I have another question.  I understand that the ascension process is very complex and can be quite uncomfortable at times.  Usually I am a very calm and laid-back person but lately I've been experiencing bursts of adrenaline and positive vibrations as well as sharp mood swings.  And sometimes my entire body will feel completely heavy but my mind will be in a peaceful and meditative state.  Is this part of the ascension?)

Once again, thanks so much for answering. (And I'm sorry if this is in the wrong forum, I honestly don't know where to post things on here.)