My Past

I'm 57 years old. About 5 years ago I was talking to my psychic friend about her husband and the problems they were having at the time. All of a sudden, she stopped talking about her husband and asked if I had been in the hospital a lot as a child. I told her yes and asked why that came out like it did. She asked if there had been any abuse and if any problems with my parents. I said just the usual teenage/parent relationship. She asked if my mother and I had problems. The usual, I replied. She told me there is something not right about the hospital and my parents. I was stunned at her remarks. I hung up with her and started researching some of this. I asked for my records from the clinic I went to as a child. They told me that they were destroyed. I asked for my hospital records and I received 53 pages with only 4 pages written in. Pneumonia and a rash. I remember that hospital. It was brand new in 1950 and closed down in 1971, I believe I was there so much I had my own room by the doll room. I requested my elementary records from school and I was absent 14 weeks in my kindergarten and 1st grade year. Why? I don't remember any of that. All I remember is my mother's footsteps coming up the stairs and I would start screaming. All of this sort freaked me out. I started talking to psychics and was told that I was given ECT's at around 5 or 6. Then I went to get a past life regression, twice. Nothing. They told me my sub-conscious stops when they get to my childhood. I understand that I am also going through a spiritual transformation. This is all so bizarre. I wish I had answers now. There are a lot of fragments from my childhood...that tell me something was very wrong. But they are only fragments. Is there anyway that I can find out what happened to me? I need help on this. My sister is silent and for some reason, I think she was/is involved. But involved with what??? Crazy stuff.

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