Spiritual Forum

My Past

Posted by Clkwiam on March 10, 2011 at 9:08pm in Spirituality In General
I'm 57 years old.  About 5 years ago I was talking to my psychic friend about her husband and the problems they were having at the time.  All of a sudden, she stopped talking about her husband and asked if I had been in the hospital a lot as a child.  I told her yes and asked why that came out like it did.  She asked if there had been any abuse and if any problems with my parents.  I said just the usual teenage/parent relationship.  She asked if my mother and I had problems.  The usual, I replied.  She told me there is something not right about the hospital and my parents.  I was stunned at her remarks.  I hung up with her and started researching some of this.  I asked for my records from the clinic I went to as a child.  They told me that they were destroyed.  I asked for my hospital records and I received 53 pages with only 4 pages written in.  Pneumonia and a rash.  I remember that hospital. It was brand new in 1950 and closed down in 1971,   I believe I was there so much I had my own room by the doll room.  I requested my elementary records from school and I was absent 14 weeks in my kindergarten and 1st grade year.  Why?  I don't remember any of that.  All I remember is my mother's footsteps coming up the stairs and I would start screaming.  All of this sort freaked me out.  I started talking to psychics and was told that I was given ECT's at around 5 or 6.  Then I went to get a past life regression, twice.  Nothing.  They told me my sub-conscious stops when they get to my childhood.   I understand that I am also going through a spiritual transformation.  This is all so bizarre.  I wish I had answers now.  There are a lot of fragments from my childhood...that tell me something was very wrong.  But they are only fragments.  Is there anyway that I can find out what happened to me?  I need help on this.  My sister is silent and for some reason, I think she was/is involved.  But involved with what???  Crazy stuff.
Views: 6

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Email me when people reply –
Follow

Latest Discussion

Most Popular Discussion

Topics by Tags

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Drekx Omega commented on Drekx Omega's blog post Patriots Await The Plan's Final Phase - Justice & Retributions
"The US state of Great Britain & Northern Ireland, sounds OK with me....And Hawaii is a state within America, politically, yet geographically not a part of the American continent....Hawaii is a part of Oceania, the Pacific plate, not the American…"
11 minutes ago
Movella commented on Drekx Omega's blog post Patriots Await The Plan's Final Phase - Justice & Retributions
"I agree, Trump should run the UK and make it into one of the states.. That would be good."
44 minutes ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"Thanks Movella and Drexk"
58 minutes ago
Drekx Omega commented on Drekx Omega's blog post Patriots Await The Plan's Final Phase - Justice & Retributions
"Frankly, President Trump could and should run Europe....They, as well as we in the UK, desperately need leaders who put the people first..Good speech by POTUS....He goes through a list, of all the progress made by his admin..👍🏻…"
1 hour ago
Drekx Omega commented on Drekx Omega's blog post Patriots Await The Plan's Final Phase - Justice & Retributions
"Actually, we see the odious Mark Rutte making appeals for a preparatory war with Russia, the head of NATO..It's always amusing to observe how stupid dark cabal minions are....They want to conscript young men into a "European" army, but have totally…"
2 hours ago
Drekx Omega commented on Drekx Omega's blog post Patriots Await The Plan's Final Phase - Justice & Retributions
"Progress is being made, slowly but surely.....I would recommend that anyone interested in how and where, the dark cabal is being dismantled, should view this excellent X22 report....It encapsulated the process very well.....and explains why the…"
2 hours ago
Movella commented on Movella's blog post I am Tausret, I am Movella
"Glad you enjoyed it!💜 Yes AG is a great author, also thanks to you for letting me know that I was Tausret before I remembered! Love, M x"
5 hours ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Glad you enjoyed it!💜 Yes AG is a great author, also thanks to you for letting me know that I was Tausret before I remembered! Love, M x"
5 hours ago
More…

New Blog Posts