As far you can see the world you must know that it's a bitter and harsh world with plenty horrible conditions enough to change a soul such as mine. When you look at people who are... well plain "horrible" and those horrid and negative things can change a man (more specifically "The Soul"). I been finding more than hard to become the ideal person I'm truly am but these blockages that basically make me reflect off negative people, at times I become selfish and money-hungry when I'm low on pounds (dollars) or sometimes when I'm going through an nasty approach where people are just not nice. It's getting highly harder to endure all these challenges and not let it refine you on a temporally basic. I'm just worried that one day, it might be an permanent effect and I just won't be who I'm truly am in the inside, trapped. Everything on the verge of balance, and even though I'm like this. I already figured out the problem. This is because I'm not doing that true-self's wishes, to help people plain and simple, and I basically don't have the power to do so or at least not now. I'm working hard to do that in the future, it just I'm worry that along the way... I will slip out into the darkest depths and all is lost and those people I could help never receive my blessings and some may die because of it (starvation, shelter and all survival needs).
I'm not sure why I'm posting, well not 'exactly' sure. I just felt the need to share my major worries.
Sorry if there's any incorrect english, I rushed and simply missed an error I can't afford to go back onto now .
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Me too Chris... I help myself and because of that I am way better equipped to help others :)
It may be difficult to live in this crazy world but it is so horrible.
Humans had created this situation and humans will learn to change it for a better.
Chill out, this world is not that bad. A person needs to look for positive activities, eliminate anything negative from ones life; like negative family members, friends, even jobs. Look at nature, spend time in nature, have positive and peaceful activities, eat healthy and the rest is gonna be so much better.
You'll see..................
I think people get Spirituality confused with "disconnecting from this world all together" and throwing out the baby with the bathwater. Therein lies the problem that many people create for themselves when they link "prosperity" to being "greedy" when the two couldn't be more disconnected in reality.
We can live a prosperous life, and put out energy into this planet in ways that can transform ourselves and the world around us. That may mean getting a job so you can support yourself and the people you care about, as well as take some of that money and use it to empower your passions and dreams. We can not live a fruitful life, if we are poor within our Spirit, and that is definitely connected to our physical life.
People continue to demonize money, success, and material items, when we do need those things (at least now) to get by in this current frequency. Becoming bitter only means that you have run yourself into a corner, and it's up to you to rise up and get yourself back into the swing of things and make your life what you dream it to be.
We are here on this planet in part to "serve" and a part of that may mean getting a job... The Universe will take care of us, I believe no matter what, but we do need to follow some sort of grounded instinct when it comes to working and empowering ourselves to create what we want to become in our own lives... :)
what i have discovered when i was praying light and love, was that i did not know when i was doing that, i forgot that this world is of a duality based concept. What i mean is that whenever a person wants, expects, demands, commands an outcome from their prayers of good will, what we were also doing in these prayers was also creating your exact opposite of this effect. You create your light side and then you create your dark side. What humanity did not understand was that when you do this you create seperation.
So if seperation was thus therefore being created we split our divine soul reality yet again thus causing a further away effect towards unity and oneness, i have noticed this as to why my intentful prayers were not getting anywhere. In fact it only enhanced the opposite effect of what i was truly intending. I must embrace my light side with equal loving intentions as allowing to love my dark side, when i started embracing my darkside, i found that harmony was being created from within me and now i am noticing a vibrational effect within my head, heart and throat.
This is where my own soul is being cradle with both the male and female divinity within me, and now allowing it to take care of me in a way i shall not fear through the valley of the shadow of death. I am now learning to embrace who i am by the power of forgiveness and lt is the only way to love thyself first before loving all others in any consciousness formation.
I hope this was helpful, i was suppose to go through this, as this is experience you can't understand in the higher realms, knowing now how i am going through this, i may one day help another whom may felt the need of my assistants in this matter.
So if you think you are failing, think again, you were the brave soul from the higher realms strong enough to come down here to undergo such a hard task.
When you go back home to hang your hat up for awhile, you will not regret the experience you had down here on earth, we the earth angels, who can now assist younger planets going through the same thing at another time and destiny. We will know how to explain it because we were the ones who had to endure it all.