I am a Starseed and I am having a few issues with the position that I am in at the moment. First of all is the fact that we are born with no memory of any previous existence, which leaves us with the impression that this is the one and only incarnation we have lived and ever will live. We have to wake up to the truth about the world without the help from anyone and under the ridicule of any person who we choose to share our beliefs with. I believe in one God, that I call the source and try to connect through meditation every day. All life comes from this source, whatever life choices they choose to make, but all roads lead to Rome, eventually. Sometimes people have to live a certain form of life to advance their evolution at a faster rate. That is the position many of us on Earth find ourselves right now.
We are about to make a jump up a level or two in our density, where we will exist with entities that are of a similar frequency, will this be the end of the insomnia that we have suffered for so long when these lives end, do these lives end in some form of death or renewal or do we just move up to a higher density and all that messy business is over with. If I have been incarnating on Earth for millions of years, will those lives have any purpose, because they did when that person was living it. It beggars the question? Why would anyone volunteer for such a long term assignment. This is not a job that I would imagine many people rushing to take, is there some other reason that we would take such an unpredictable and dangerous life experience?
I have no doubt that highly advanced civilisations exist all over the Universe and believe I have incarnated in many parts of the Universe, to learn lessons and out of curiosity. I do not like the idea of death and rebirth with no memory, everything is left to chance and most people will never have the means or motivation to find the truth. If there is to be a change in density in 2012, most people have no idea what that means, there is a serious lack of preparation, this may not be their time, lucky them who will have to go through another 26000 year cycle of birth and death if they are still on Earth. I want to move on, it is natural for me to want to progress, who wants to remain stagnant.
I have no memories of alien abductions happening in my life, but there are many clear vivid dreams of me communicating with all sorts of beings, one looked like the God Zeus and was speaking latin and I could understand him. I have a great understanding of the Universe even though I never really studied it, I understand how it works and recycles itself. I have seen many UFOs, some of them fairly close up. There was one huge oval craft that must have been a mother ship, it just glowed in light and disappeared into a dot and blinked out. I saw a diamond shaped one about the size of a small bus, it was silent, it had different coloured lights and the top part appeared to hover above the rest, then it just drifted off. I have seen thousands of lights in the sky at a distance that appear bright and then disappear and reappear a bit further from where they were.
I think a lot happens when I am asleep, I may be astral travelling or moving to different densities to meet with beings. My memory is taken from these experiences which I resent but I also know there is a good reason for it. It is tough living on this planet but it is also beautiful, more duality for you! I don't care what is happening in the world politically, it is all an illusion and will soon collapse under its own weight of shit. This is a good thing, we do not need them, we can survive very well by ourselves,
Thank you!
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Nothing in this universe is leave to chance. Everything is the way it supposed to be and there's no mistake at all. It's part of the plan. This is something I've come to realize and firmly understand with my recent awakening.
You do have memory. Just not the type we're accustomed to. I totally know what you mean when you said you seem to have an understanding of how the universe work. It's how I feel too. This unexplainable feeling of "Knowing-ness" is there and that is part of the memory from before, from all the lives you have lived and lessons you have learned. You just need to try and connect with it and "tune-in" to it and not let your logical mind squash these powerful ancient knowledge.
Also, yes, it does feel like a freaking long time with our numerous reincarnations after reincarnations. thousands of years and it is sheer hard work but really, the concept of time and space don't quite exist. In fact, the concept of time is not a constant as Einstein has theorized and it has recently been proven by scientists. The further you travel away from Earth, the slower the time is, so millions of years might have gone past on planet Earth but then it might merely have been a minute has just past at the Source, if not a blink of an eye.
Honestly, I'm not sure what exactly is gonna happen with 21 December hits this year, but I really do know deep down, a big change is about to happen. It's the format of how it is gonna happen that I'm uncertain of. Hopefully, everything will be revealed to us soon.
Love and Light
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Deuter´s music is really inspiring and relaxing before going to sleep. You are right, once you are in that relaxed state of mind, one can easily connect with God, through breathing in and out, prayer, meditation, listening to healing music, just taking a break from all the intense daily activities.
Have you heard Deuter´s "Illumination of the Heart"? It is beautiful!
http://youtu.be/r9x4hbh4EDA
School Earth is all about re-membering who you truly are, your essence, your puzzle piece and embracing it.