Lonelygirl i suggest you to read www.christaway.co.za and letter 8 will help you
I have no where to go, but to this blog. I feel there are very few people not online who seek me out and enjoy my friendship. My friends have all abandoned me and I only have my fiancé/boyfriend in my life to understand me and give an equal amount of love back, that I give. I really feel very lonely and as if earth has nothing for me anymore. I don't have a full, warm or positive earth family. I am a stranger within my own family as well. No matter how many times I have tried to connect to them...it is a wall I can't climb. I feel alone even at 29, the way I did as a young girl. My birthday passed recently and I got from my family a framed piece of art that reads:
"I know I am always in my own little world, but here they know me"
It hurt a little to receive such a gift that makes me feel more alone than I already do. I wish I could combat this loneliness, but I fear that more and more I have been thinking of ways to escape this existence to stop the feeling of isolation.
Am I alone once again in this feeling??
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