I had another great experience today. I seem to be having alot of them lately....it's been a bit chaotic lol Going into one intense state after another...but it's great, it really is. 2012 so far is starting out very well lol
Today I finally experienced what it's like to be totally present. To be in an ego-less state. And it's very intense....I don't know if intense is the right word, more like....it's very real. Everything is just so real. It really is true reality, the day to day experience we experience in life, from our egoic mind...really is an illusion. I mean it really is true what they say. It's like living half a life. Being partly in reality. This is deep stuff.
It's a state of pure presence. That's the best way to describe it, pure presence. It's a state of being totally in the real. Everything is just so REAL and pure. It's a state beyond time. Time seems to just disappear into the moment. And you're totally feeling it and being it and even thinking it, but it's not the same as thinking in day to day life. Thoughts are kind of shallow, not really there but there....if that makes sense. There is no ego. Nothing negative can enter that space. It's just a pure reality, a pure presence that encapsulates your being....
I really feel like I'm getting close to my ascension. I mean for real. No ego, no joke...for real. I'm not quite there yet....but I'm getting close. I still have states to experience, like the state of pure love and bliss....haven't quite experienced that yet. The state of pure oneness with all that is...haven't experienced that yet. And....well that's about it lol I'm getting there! I really think by the end of the year, I can get this done. And I would have done it ON MY OWN. It's humbling...but I'm proud at the same time.
I just hope I don't die to ascend lol I want to be here, I want to experience all the changes, I want to help people adjust and help teach them from my own knowledge and experience. I feel I have much to offer this world, when the time comes....and come it will, I know it.
Anyways, I just wanted to share this with you. Thank you for listening :)
In humble pride....your friend, John Jancar
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In the now, huhhhh John ~?~........must feel good
Yea it's great...I just wish I could stay there lol It's kind of wearing off as I get back into the "reality" of daily life, which isn't really real at all. It's like....half real. I can't even describe it really.
But believe me, if I can do it, anyone can do it lol We just have to focus on being ego-less...and being present. That's really the key to it. Eckhart Tolle probably can explain it better than I can, you should check him out.
Thanks esseya -bows-
...if we can do it, anyone can do it........lol