I'm SOOOO Sick of all this crap it makes me wanna hurl!!!

Why is it that every1 is always preaching Love & light and all the glorious aspects that go with it? when in actual fact everyone on here is SUFFERING with one kind of discrepancy or another??

This whole focus on love while you're in physical torment is utter sh!t!! Why should we pretend to not feel what we're actually feeling in this tormented thiird dimension, after all it is all part of experience!!! But who in their right mind would choose to experience utter heart felt torment like this????

Take this 3rd dimensional illusary reality and stick it where the second sun don't shine!!

I've truly had enough of this FUCKED UP so-called reality!! And anyone who's out there who thinks they can tell me any different can either fuck right off or try and walk a mile in my shoes......Good luck to any one of you fucken pretenders!!

I honestly don't give a flying shit if I get Barred from here for posting this!! Goodluck to the lot of ye!
I'll probably see the majority in the next incarnation anyway, cos we're all just too biased and f*d up to giv e a shit.

Goin through my email, in the notes section on the sidebar, I found a note I remember making but then there is another that is complete gibberish with 27 different emojis. I sometimes find these gibersh sentences on my ph's text and I enter it into…

"Aww it’s nice that Redanro will become a rising star from your new book.. Hehe🐻. Ok, not to worry that they haven’t contacted you yet, I’m sure they are waiting for the right divine time, and they must be content to at least be noticed and filmed…"

"Why is the GFL still flying drones over parts of NJ? Drexk had said he was informed it is because of radiation from tests (Bell labs, Princeton University, NJIT, Rutgers) and from pollution from heavy manufacturing in some areas from back in the day…"

Replies

- - Soulz83 > Spaceman January 16, 2011 at 2:33am
    
    lol.. thankyou =)
Sunflower Sower January 15, 2011 at 2:57am

I've had my moments, but honestly keeping a positive perspective about my life has helped me accomplish way more than I ever dreamed of. There are only two types of thoughts, attack thoughts and thoughts with the vibration of love. It's up to each individual to choose what thoughts they want to manifest. Many of our problems are old and karmic, others are newer and come from recent thought residuals which only deepen the experience of separation.

I hope you can find something to make you smile really soon. Take care.
Jude January 14, 2011 at 11:10pm

No one ever said that this life would be easy. What have you learned this time around?
- Spaceman > Jude January 15, 2011 at 11:30am
  
  Don't believe anything
  Including this statement
- Anush > Jude January 15, 2011 at 7:01am
  
  Now that is very true.
Spaceman January 14, 2011 at 11:00pm

EINSTEIN IS THAT YOU????????????????
Spaceman January 14, 2011 at 10:47pm
Spedman January 14, 2011 at 8:15pm

well it's simple..... if all these channelings are making you upset.... then just stop reading them,
- Spaceman > Spedman January 15, 2011 at 11:29am
  
  Your life is totally ruined
- Spaceman > Spedman January 15, 2011 at 11:27am
  
  I cant stop reading them-- I enjoy my hallucinations