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  Adonai El Ra November 23, 2011 at 3:22am

  Clear as day
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  1ewmf5f0v5uwb November 23, 2011 at 2:40am

  Some, I have been calling it a state of limbo or caught between worlds. 

  And yes the being rewired you spoke of, I have been receiving downloads while sleeping. 

  gooty
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  Luke Skywalker November 23, 2011 at 1:17am

  oh somesayimnot.... my beautiful sister... do you know, there are times when I actually just stare at the wall for hours.. and that is completely true.. ok well.. not for hours but I can just faze out there alright ..

  you know, you and my friends in here really lifted me up my dear sister when I was in a downer last week.. and I really appreaciate that so very much.. you really uplifted me and I was actually on the verge of quitting this website... so thank you dearly somesayimnot... I am truely gratefull to you .. and to all of you , my dear family :)

  and yes, I know exactly how you feel.. I am in the same boat as you my darling sister... I also just want to BE... I dont go out much at all really.. only to get messages and art supplies.. I never go socalising anymore.. (all my friends are right here) .. :) .. well..

  anyway, I hardly eat myself (I dont mean I hardly eat ME) .. lol .. but I hardly eat, I dont read much either whereas I used to read a lot.. I can understand all about just wanting to sleep... you know something my sister.. you are NOT alone in how you feel... and you are perfectly right to do as you wish.. to be the concious observer...

  I used to get these glimmers of guilt because I thought I wasn't doing enough to help the world, I thought about traveling to places on the plannet to help people in need.. until I found I had little energy to even get out of bed, let alone travel thousands of miles..

  so its all fine ... you are amonge many friends and family in here who are going through similar expierences.. and in fact, I am writing this in bed...

  another thing I am feeling lately is the feeling of tenderness is getting more heightened, I feel more sensitive and I can cry at the drop of a hat.. in fact, I cry almost every day.. even a few tears.. I can get so deeply upset and I miss so much aswell.. I miss my Mom and Dad, I miss my Twin Flame, I can cry when I think about the sweetest and tenderest animals who may need help.. I cry often... but I also laugh often aswell .. some days its like, God - Christ clear up all the discord in the world, heal it, please !!!  .. I can pray to God silently and you know, in my prayers I can quite literally beg the creator and in the most desparate plee for a divine intervention that all of the suffering in the world ends .. it absolutely destroys my stomach in terms of anxiety and I feel as though I've been crucified.. someone told me one time that I was a ''tortured soul'' .. and I can well believe it.. but if thats the case, then I chose to feel it.. for whatever reasons..

  anyway, sorry for the ramble my divine sister.. I LOVE you... and I am right with you.. going through a similar expierence..

  stay as blessed as you are... and thank you for sharing your beautiful heart with me when I was falling off the horse.. thank you for helping me to get back on it..

  I Love you... always :)

  
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    somesayimnot > Luke Skywalker November 23, 2011 at 1:14pm

    Thank you so much Luke!  I love this mutual patting on the back, have a shoulder to cry on!  It's amazing how we ebb and flow.  It's so hard sometimes to s-l-o-w down when society is so fast.  I'm about to saddle up my horse now so to speak, and ride into a beaituful sunset...or a library...but ya know ;) 

    I love you too Luke and I hope you are having a blessed day. You will be in my prayers. (You ALL will)!!

     

    ~*somesayimnot*~

     

     
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  In Betwena November 22, 2011 at 11:48pm

  Hi,

  When I realized that people  do al the things they do cause they dont wanna 'feel' them selfs or they need something to say; being intresting' () and that al you do just is to come tru the time and that no one realy cares what your doing it doesnt intrested me at all to do something..It is ok to do nothing

  People are so extreme busy with loads of things these days, makes me tierd only thinking of it.

  I like silence, I like when not much people think about me and when they do; please let it be positive.

  I Love being with myself, in my own space, trying to figure out how the law of attraction works to create the most beautifull things for my and my family. To be as pure as posseble without to much distraction so I can Be

  Everything is ok We are perfect

  its probily not realy to understand, just Is

  Love~
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  Eirik November 22, 2011 at 10:43pm

  I'm just like you!
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  1 darkstar November 22, 2011 at 10:15pm

  I feel very disconnected too, and the older I get the more disconnected I feel.
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  Vagelis4VP November 22, 2011 at 10:02pm

  i second that...
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  Delilah7777 November 22, 2011 at 9:38pm

  Hey Somesay :)
  
  I don' t think it's selfish,
  
  I think you are probably going through a transformation "process".  Sometimes we need to "clear out"  to make way for the New.  I have had states of feeling like I'm in some kind of null zone, where I feel totally neutralized, and it passes with time.  
  
  I think it's a part of our leveling up of consciousness.  I would just enjoy the feeling of BEing, and go with the flow :)...
  
  
  
  You are the master of your reality, but you have to know when to let go, and when to take the wheel.  Right now, you are probably in a let go phase.
  
  I think that's totally healthy... :-)  <3
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  somesayimnot November 22, 2011 at 9:33pm

  thank you, I have located some of Ramtha's material on-line.  I will listen/read them tonight.  :)