I have always been in love with the sciences, and science fictions like startrek, and return of the jedi,
my favorite was starman and who didn't love ET? c'mon!
I have lied in bed at night dreaming of other planets, worlds full of beautiful species of plants, mamals, and star children that I made up in the far recesses of my mind, my imagination is a vivid playground of visions and species that may even exsist whose to say?
I delight in the day I can look face to face at my creators them who tweaked the gene pool of the galaxy and came up with all colors of humanoids upon this one dense planet to in hopes to carry on the survival of all species in this universe.
In my mind I have stretched my thoughts to reach the G allactiic O rder of D imensions ( what I call the God) and touched base with the ONE many times usually it left me feeling even more lonely and empty inside,
knowing that on this world I will never feel even a glimpse of the complete love the Gallactic Order of dimensions has to offer and the angelic beings that guide me in my dreams vanish when I awaken it is sometimes a double edge sword,
In my mental wanderings I saw the relationship of all life in this wondrous place and know of the need to evolve, and why we must do so, and what we soon will be evolving into we will go from a conscienceness to a super-conscienceness and then to a mega- conscienceness this is just the beginning.
I like many others never fit in with all others around me I was left feeling different the oddball of the bunch even amongst my family.
I think differently and absolutely have no tolerance for people who put on false airs so to speak nor do I have tolerance for liars it really angers me and I'm not sure why.
This last 2 years have felt like litterally waking up from a life long slumber I suddenly find myself knowing things that I never knew before,
and it is completely amazing, just a sudden information surge that happens while I'm sleeping like seeing the technology for time travel on the arial vehicle, and viewing the larger than life screen that allows them to see completely through the walls of our homes, the sound they pick up with such clarity it is utterly amazing!
I also walked through other dimensions and realities the reality for this dimension is not going to have a happy ending I saw a great many natural disasters, and a pole shift, in the reality that the negatives will be sent to and eventually life there will perish, in the absolute end of it the planet will have no life and be devoid of all positive influences it was very sad.
I have remembered my last visit to the waiting room before being sent to this lifetime, where I was in a line viewing many others, and my angelic guide was beside me it took me a while to put together what the scenario was but once I remembered,
I was catapulted down this long road to quickly learn everything I could about the shift and change times. 11/11/11 is a very significant time for me I feel, this is the point I will remember even more than I do now.
I have lived enough in this one lifetime to span many lifetimes, and I learned my lessons actually fairly quickly in terms of the big picture perspective of things,
I am really quite proud of myself I am a work in progress, though I am after all human, and humanity sometimes clouds our judgement on how to act, or react to certain things because of the EGO,
I am trying to kill my ego but I cannot do this with out first recognizing when it is the problem which I have really begun focusing on as of late alot more than I was capable of in the past.
Discernment is also another I am exercizing more of because I recognize it is neccessary to move up to the 5th dimension,
to have selfless service to others and unconditional love which in my twenties led me to be taken advantage of alot, and now I practice the exercizing of discernment to know when to be unconditionally loving and still have my bottom line met in each personal relationship by not becoming an absolute doormart.
I look forward to sharing my experiences and knowledge and also gaining knowledge from others thanks for being you and for being a part of this earth experience!
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First of all I would like to disclose the relationship that energy has on the human physicality,and 11/11/11 now 11/11/11 is the second to the last magnetic wave resonances that opens the portal to mulitple dimensions,
you must find a peaceful heart and create a loving and peaceful energy for your life and for others around you because positive energy and all energies of love and elation serve in creating a seratonin surge,
which in turn gives the physical body a surge also of energy and if this is a constant for say of the whole month you only had a few bad days your DNA information will begin to become unlocked in increments,
your DNA litterally has all memory of the God hidden as so called JUNK DNA this junk dna was just inactive NOT JUNK as your chakras are becoming activated so is your quote unquote JUNK DNA.
From here on out after the 11/11/11 event at 11:11 am the key to unlocking this god information is the rushing of brain chemicals which sends off a reaction within your your cells and beams positive energy thereby insuring you find your self in a wonderful reality full of peace, and love, resting from all your woes and life traumas,
so create JOY everyday look at the morning sun and be wonderfully happy to be alive when you have some things trying to sway you to darker feelings smile and think of the end results for all your hard work perpetuating positivity,
FORGIVE also this will be a huge one seperate yourself from ANYONE who does not add joy and happiness during this time because the Dark will try to make a huge go of negativity before they are disconnected from the positives completely.
This event will AMPLIFY what you are feeling so keep what your feeling in happiness and love please and you will find it significantly amplified during this time!
Very interesting reading ramblingpost.
Fascinating to hear your background.
Not sure you have to kill the ego but rather have love override it.
I can't help but wonder if all life on this planet dies, what is the meaning of our journey here. We have gained knowledge and if people on Earth listened to what we had to say, their problems could solve overnight. So what is the point of that?
I think we relate to most of what you have said tho.
Butterfly
The journey is to ascend and to EVOLVE!
The point to our exsistence is to break off from the GOD collective and achieve a singularity as we gain a singular conscienceness in multiple lives and human or star child vessels,that can create a unique egregore and add information and uniqueness into the entirety of the GOD conscienceness.
that can exsist in a cohesive egregore then in singularity we need to learn a oneness outside of the ONE before we go back to a GOD exsistence and become THE ONE our entire planetary system must evolve together in order for us to take shape all original humans of this system will formulate a what is called Black hole but that is a disrespectful term really for super-conscience entities.
wonderful share ~!~
I love your definition of word God............................