Yes,
Fellow ACC members, brothers and sisters of the Golden Age,
this weekend turned GNARLY ugly sad car wreck feelings
my wife finally broke down and told me that all the OFF THE WALL stuff I am into...
books on Arcturians, Syrians, Pleiadians and Jesus,
Archangel Michael, cosmic Websites with Angels, scattered addresses on my desk, one of which is Bill Brockbader's Jail address so I can write to him, video tapes on Alex Jones
scandalous reports,
and my constant leaking from my mind,
dribbling statements about how the IRS is going to be gone soon or that the Federal Reserve is going down, vanishing along with humanity's need for money.
oh oh oh,and
and the out of your fucking mind statements about Bush and Blair tried for being War Criminals and going to jail soon...the seminars I sign up for that are SPIRITUAL Woo woo...she thinks David Wilcock looks like a lunatic...my hero..she calls a lunatic...
.So I have been HEART/slammed like a force against a steel wall,
the force of an enraged VENUS, a terrified female/wife/mother/mate.
She says our 12 year old daughter is also scared and they are both watching me get farther and farther away from them, a vast divide opening wider and wider...
HER SUFFERING, FEAR, ATTACHMENT, CONFUSION AND BEING MOSTLY LOST in a sea of worry of LACK, that if she loses her husband, the bread winner, she loses her security. Her love for me suddenly sits second fiddle to her overwhelming state of terror, as she watches me change before her.
How many others are going through the same sudden family meltdown?
I was told by my spiritual mentor from Santa Fe. not to count on anything like an EVENT to suddenly happen that would likely let her finally see that I am telling the truth,
no, I was told, EVERYTHING IS AS IT SHOULD BE...... that who am I to Question GOD and his timing?
Does GOD wear a wristwatch? This is GOD"S BUSINESS, not mine, so focus on my own light.
She also said for me to take a FAST from the internet,
and devote myself entirely to the spirit of my 12 yr old daughter, who is torn and confused and also terrified, not so much of what I am alluding to in the skies above us,
but terrified of a break up of her parents.
I am advised to write on paper, letters to the souls of my two girls, and explain what I am becoming,
and how they will soon find peace and bounty, etc etc...whatever I want to say..
....then I am to ask Jesus to take the messages to their souls when I burn the paper I write the letters on..
burn them,and know that their suffering souls at least got the message I wanted to tell them.
I am advised to DISENTANGLE MYSELF from the Dark, to pay attention only to the light,
and to shine as bright as I can,
and not to become distracted...either by the internet or the suffering of the soul of my wife,
for I am not to water her garden, but to stay on my side of the garden fence.
Tend your own garden, as each soul tends to their side of the road and theirs only.
Her soul never gave me permission to try and change her, or awaken her.
But in my egoistic, paternal and loving manner, I want her suffering to end NOW,( I also do not want to move out of my home!)
so I pray for an EVENT NOW, please GOD...if she changes Grrrrrrreat! If she looks up and sees a light display of 100 flying saucers over Manhattan, and says...those silly weather balloons again...then I know its time to split.
Dear GOD, I can feel the pressure building up, its causing the water to vibrate around me as
I tred water in this churning Matrix and getting all GNARLY. Its like a the biggest BOMB ever is just about to blow now, like any day, any hour, any minute. Take a deep breathe I know..
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Hi folks, Hi rlmstudios, thanks for sharing more of your story.
Since you've already broke ground on the money thing, maybe you should explain to your wife why money will be a thing of the past eventually and how money has been used to enslave humanity.
If you don't have the information for this, one good simple youtube video is, "money as debt".
This way, she will have a clearer comprehension of why you made that comment.
Of course offer this information when you feel the time is right.
This human journey is not entirely individual, or there would only be one human on the planet.
It is obvious to me, that we are meant to form perspectives on the world and certainly we are meant to form perspectives on the numerous mis-creations of human beings.
Most of humanity wants true peace, love and freedom.
Though we all should comprehend, that human living systems have been thought into existence, that cause results opposite to this.
Do we all really think we are meant to just go along with all of this until the end of time, or maybe the truth is closer to this, that until humans create living systems based on harmonious cooperation, we will be telling gnarly stories such as rlmstudios shared, until the end of time.
After all, lets face it, if all human systems were balanced, then very few would argue about much at all, since nobody would fear for their basic needs not being met, as we would all know, that humanity is one family and all human needs are seen to, unlike the every man or woman for themselves to benefit the few eilte, systems (clever slavery) we have today.
This also means, a large percentage of women are with men and vice versa for survival purposes, which does not lead to happy campers at the end of day.
peace love light
THESE ARE GREAT VIDS! THANK YOU SO MUCH!
"When you make a claim (there is a God, or, there is not a God, for instance) it is up to you to provide the burden of proof."!
This is why so many of us are asking the Galactics for some proof!
unfortunately for those of "faith" they feel their proof which is only a perception, should be enough for the non believers to accept and if they do not see what they see then they must be going against god or whatever imaginary being rules their lives. Cult mentality focuses the attack upon the questioner rather than the question itself because "skeptics" post real logical questions that those of "faith" re unable to answer because their belief requires ABSOLUTELY NO PROOF.
They try to tell us WE are the ones with problems.
Dear, sweet rlmstudio,
You have been obsessing, and are still obsessing. You may choose to continue to do this, but do it on your own, by yourself. Or with us ,OCCASIONALLY. Spiritual paths are individual, and we must sometimes keep them private, because they are also sacred. Can you understand that? Ask yourself why it has been so important to you to drag your wife along YOUR path? Is it a control thing? I suspect it might be.
Your Santa Fe friend gave excellent advice. I hope you follow it. You have just been told that their will be NO significant event, and yet you end your post by asking for one anyway. The 'event' will be your realization to take it down a notch, to go inward and ask yourself if you display(ed) others signs of obsessive behavior. I know this, because I have been there, when I was about your age. Let go, and let God, my friend. Your wife is a good woman, with a good mind, and she will find her way, with or without you. Know this.
I recommend you stay off the computer for one week. Tell your wife it will only be for one week and that you want to spend this time with her. Do not discuss ascension and/or alien things during that one week. If you cannot do this for one week, you are truly obsessed and may require professional help.
All of this is only my opinion, of course, and others on this thread may tell you differently.
My love and very best wishes to you, and to your family.
Star Flower
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Extremely well put and very relevant to the behaviours of many around here.
I have a beautiful story to tell you regarding the ongoing drama that started last Saturday night. My wife, (S) and I we're alone, since our daughter 12, (T) was spending the week with friends in the Hamptons. I think not having T around made S very sad, and she was uncomfortable with me since the night before I we had dinner with an old friend, and during the second martini I said casually something about no one needing money any more come next year, and kind of laughed, thinking nothing of it...that is when S cringed, and became embarrassed that I would be revealing in public, some of my lunatic predictions.
The next night, Saturday, is when she had her melt down, and said she could no longer live with me as the gap between us was widening to much. I stayed in my center, projected love and continued to stay calm, and try and guide her through the emotional explosion that came out of her. Days later, our daughter still away, the tension stayed strong, but I continued to rub her shoulders, and try and give her little kisses to soften her up. It was not working, even after the flowers and attempts to hug her.
IT WASNT UNTIL T CAME HOME THAT THE LIGHTS CAME BACK ON.../This morning, out of the blue, took my hand, and S's hand, and corralled us into a triangle, coaxing a three way hug, then she guided us into a three way kiss, and made sure each of us kissed one another, within the "huddle" she had formed with our bodies.
Now tell me if this isn't something! T had NO IDEA her parents had been having problems.while she was away..but instinctively seems to act as an angel of love pulling us back into a family unit.
Since then, my wife seems to have turned around,...no more talk of me leaving as I told her I would not ever abandon them
and would always be there for their needs first.
I think, this storm may have passed, by the Divine intervention of the love of a child. Anyway, this is how I see it. I want to thank the very many of you who have been so helpful with your support. This site is wonderful for solving issues, and exchanging ideas, suggestions and stories of wisdom.
I refuse to ever enter any discussion that is fueled by an angry, or negative commenter, as my vibrations are so high now having worked all the magic I could to get rid of the dark from my home. I have no fear now, and people who call me names on this forum, well, God Bless You, may you find peace sometime soon.
Blessings to you all from a very very sensitive man who has apparently a ton of new friends now.
Rlmstudio. if I might offer one tiny piece of advice...??...
avoid the martinis... avoid all alcohol... it is not conducive to ascension, and it is virtually always detrimental in a relationship. I'm sure you've seen evidence of this yourself--on television if not in person.
I'm happy your daughter created the strength of a triangle for you, but she will not be a member of your household for many more years. Your relationship with your wife must be strengthened in the meantime.
Love and Light
SF
Aleluyah!! your Light and your daughter's Love have made the miracle. If somebody needs evidences...
How glad I am rlmstudio, kisses and hugs for you three.
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