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  Cortex July 11, 2011 at 7:29pm

  I do feel similar, too. But I'm very sad about this. I'm sometimes considering suicide as an option as I do not want to harm others with my own negative feelings. I feel like I failed with my mission. :(
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    Kelly Lightchalice > Cortex July 11, 2011 at 7:43pm

    You are releasing the "bunk of forty thousand years" to quote Thriller... it's going to hurt like ripping off a bandaid and taking the scab with it... sorry to be gross but you get my meaning. 

    Please don't think you failed, the fact that your heart is opening up to feel all this stuff means you are awakening your true self.  You are one of the most discerning and intelligent people here, Cortex. 

    The difference between venting your feelings and taking them out on someone, is that when you vent you release the inner pressure but if you take it out on someone then they receive the discarded energy you threw away... like a bad mood is catching because you are inflicting it on someone else.  The old kick the cat mentality. 

    It gets better I promise.  If you can make it till Nov, our minds are going to be blown.
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      1xsj6gs63ub21 > Kelly Lightchalice July 19, 2011 at 5:32am

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  1ewmf5f0v5uwb July 11, 2011 at 6:05pm

  I have been saying for weeks that I feel like I am in limbo. The current Earth civilization is ending. It seems pointless to try to save it or put a band-aid on it. The new earth (see Eckhart Tolle) or ascension obviously hasn't arrived yet.

  In the meantime, I feel the most important thing I can do now is to get spiritually prepared for what is coming soon. I am not looking to any specific date on the calendar-that is a mistake.

  I do sense that an Earth purification is inevitable. For a myriad of reasons, the planet can not continue as it has. Also, the collective consciousness is too dense and too entrenched. I live in the midwest in America and the collective egoic consciousness around here is terrifying!

  It is very sad to see! At times, I say to myself "why am I still alive", yet I know I there is a reason somehow. I have this vision that when the truth is revealed to me, I will be like "what was all the fuss about" and that I will regret the time I wasted and pitied myself.

  For today my slogan is-just do the next right thing!

   
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    Cortex > 1ewmf5f0v5uwb July 11, 2011 at 7:39pm

    Call it what you want - but "earth purification" in ^^that context can only be translated with >>mass murder<<. So go and join the illuminati "population reduction" program if that is the "solution" that you want to see for humanity.

     

    Keep in mind, that very most people are NOT responsible for being cheated, misleaded and poisened. So how can you envision big parts of the population being punished for crimes commited by a very small minority??
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  Richard Budd July 11, 2011 at 4:56pm

  Hi Ali

   

  It is nice to hear that someone else is feeling this; i feel that it is a part of this shift and that we are perhaps being switched off from what no longer applies ready to be switched on in a more meaningful way. I am a bit older than you (39) and i perhaps dont quite find the peaceful at the moment but everything has wrapped up or is being wrapped up in my life. Its very strange; like a swinging pendulum that reaches the top of its swing and pauses (just slightly) before swinging back the other way. It might be this way with the planet as a whole which has been in a very dark energy and is now perhaps reaching the threshold of critical mass that will see it suddenly swing to the light.

   

  I guess the thing to do is to grab hold of the freedom that the blank slate provides and to pursue what brings you joy; savor the doneness in your life!!

   

  Thank you for sharing your story.

   

  Rich
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  Goodspeed July 11, 2011 at 4:27pm

  Ali,

  I'm with you on this one, and in my 20s as well I wasn't sure if I was missing something.  However my new goal was to stay present(I'm a big follower of Eckart Tolle) and to continue to ask my guides and the universe where I was needed next. Since then my deep seated feeling is that it is OK to just be 'BEING' and not always to be 'DOING'.  To stay heart centered and allow my consciousnesses and light to uplift those around me.  Either through my actions, but also importantly through my words and my presence.

  But as Adalis mentioned, we may never know when we are "finished".  So the above is what I have been working on at this point in time, knowing that my life may change in any direction at any moment, and everything I just said would change. ;)
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  Adalis Stargazing July 11, 2011 at 1:32pm

  If you're feel great love from the desire to help others, then you aren't done here.  One thing I've learned in life is that when one is doing something they love, they are performing their purpose.  In my opinion, it looks like you're just getting started.
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    Katie Thompson > Adalis Stargazing July 12, 2011 at 12:59am
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  toregog July 11, 2011 at 10:24am

  Hi Ali,

  I have the same feelings. Everything is done, I just keep on waiting for that moment to go home.

  The truth is coming out, an aod stuff is falling aprt, but it doesn't touch me very much, deep in my heart I feel peace and love.

  Namaste,

  Mira