Extreme Pressure/pain on the body

I've had pain in my body and head for over a half a year now.

Can't seem to rid it, makes me wanna find a bridge and jump.

Causing much misery to me.

 

It started after i was put in an institution.

And had it ever since

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  • And my parents, literarilly put my up on a cross.

    I could feel as they crossed infront of me covering all my sides, leaving no oportunities open.

    And i'm serious on this one, It was second degree murder

    • These are some peculiar images, never seen anything like it before
  • What's the source of the pain?

     

    I might be able to help.

     

    What are the circumstances in which it arose?

     

    Do you have any deep intuition or feelings of the heart that point to the source of the trauma?

    • I've been feeling great in the body the whole day actually! Able to bolster up :D

      Was it you, hope it lasts.

       

      Well, i was afraid that i would be killed by an assassin on a train, lol, kinda why i ended up in the mental assylum,

      Hopefully i know now that it was my imagination playing tricks.

      But the worst thing is, that when you first are afraid you keep being more afraid.

       

      But anyways, the people on the institution was keeping this weird pressure on me.

      A mixture of not knowing when to get out, and being locked up and checked on several days.

      And i had this weird desire of lighting the spark of chaos.

      But i think things took the bad end there.

      And lots of weird shit started happen at the hospital.

      And Lots of feelings that i was gonna be killed by some other guys instutionalized there.

      I mean going around with such a feeling all day, makes any situation build pressure.

       

      jupp, that's most of it

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