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Don't know what am I doing,need help.

Posted by The ruminative Anna on September 30, 2011 at 4:09pm in Spirituality In General

I'm so confused and don't know where to start.

These 2-3 years I started to awaken to a new world full of wonders.I have learned a lot and I understand more and more.Everything feels normal...just like I'm starting to remember.I've been told that I had spiritual past and that's why everything feels more real to me than the world that I knew before.

Many things I use in my practical life...I pray and chant very often and had few as I call them visions.I'm trying to practice spirituality as much as I can.I'm close with older people who are interested in spirituality and they are giving me many advises(I'm 18).I read books from spiritual leaders.I'm trying to eat healthy and take care of myself.I'm trying to awaken everyone who is close to me and have done a good job so far.I started to analyse everything I do and see if I have done something bad or not,am I making new karma ,or going in to freedom?..So this is were it starts...

...I started to be really harsh to myself.And started to chase time as much as I can so it wont be wasted.As I read from others discussions many are little bit stressed and feel like they are under pressure about what comes next.

Please someone help me...I really need help.I'm in love with Jesus and I'm trying to be more like him.I want to understand everyone and forgive them.It's like I can't enjoy the things I liked and I feel really bad when I do anything that is even a little bit bad,or if I hurt someone by mistake.

I don't understand what crystalizing is and how to move from 3dimension. I'm in panic.The world round me seems the same.

This is going on for 3 mounts...

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  • loveradiates October 1, 2011 at 10:49pm
    Learn to deep breath through this anxiousness you are experiencing. Realize you are human and the ego can take over if you let it; just acknowledge your not so positive thinking and then let it go, don't punish yourself, you are learning as we all are, love yourself at all times; you will find this is the hardest thing to do, but practice everyday to find something you really love about yourself and focus on that. For every negative thought try putting 3 positive ones after it and eventually you will find you will feel good about things and learn to forgive yourself if you hurt people unintentionally don't beat yourself up, forgive yourself. The mantra I AM THAT I AM is one that will give you an immediate sense of calm, Say the Violet Flame prayer daily to release these 3rd dimension feelings and thoughts and meditate and say the supreme mantra WE ARE ONE, I LOVE YOU and this will send out loving and positive energy through the galaxy and this is one of the best things you can do for humanity at these changing times. I also get channeled readings from a channeler who channels the spiritual heirarchy and have found this to be a much consoling help for me his name is Michael Elligion at www.channelforthemasters.com and I relay my fears and worries and counseling comes through as a form of guidance and suggestions not anything set in stone for we are the ones who have free will and choices, but it has really helped me understand more of who I am and what my purpose is. Anyway try to stay calm at all times, these energies occurring now are strong just look within and find your peace. WELCOME and Namaste to you!!!
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    • The ruminative Anna > loveradiates October 2, 2011 at 8:12am

      I think that I love myself,but my actions show something else.It's way easier to love someone else than to love yourself.I think that is a lesson I have to learn.Plus I have problem with thinking good things about me.I have no idea why.I feel stupid and ashamed when I do that,but I think that this is a period and It will pass.I 'll work on it.Thank you for the mantras I'll use them and I'll visit that website.I already feel like I was doing a stupid thing to myself.I getting all paranoid for no reason.

      Thank you for all this loveradiates,Namaste!

      ....and thank all of you for helping me to get through this.

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      • loveradiates > The ruminative Anna October 4, 2011 at 12:24am

        Anytime, that is what we all are here for is to help others; one never knows when someone else might need the help back. Much Love to you, you are on your way!!

         

  • Michael September 30, 2011 at 10:39pm
    maybe you r bit hasty and to eager to get the whole truth within one day~dream.....I might be too harsh but let this feeling grow within not it's instant gratification. It is a learning process that we all go trough......................appreciate it's intuitive curiocity, knowledge, and grow with it. world is not ending tomorrow, there's plenty of time to learn life lessons..................
  • The ruminative Anna September 30, 2011 at 7:22pm

    Thanks to all of you...your words calmed me down.

    Thank you again from the bottom of my Heart...

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