I will try to make this short. In the past i felt a lot of separation between me and people , i felt like i was the only one with love that existed in this world and i had a victim mentality and because of this i was afraid to express love and i had hatred for people. This changed when I achieved my first dose of Universal Love energy and became an enlightened One.
At that time I had the Heart Flame burning inside me for at least 3 days. and i was able to channel the language of love. My feeling of separation was gone and because of this my ego could not manifest. But with time this flame died out? I'm trying desperately to hang on to this higher consciousness that god has given me but my heart flame is gone and sometimes the old thought patterns that come from the feeling of separation come back. I can no longer channel the language of love and this makes me a little uncertain with my words.
Does any one have a technique or a ritual to receive large amounts of love energy fast and keep the heart flame burning forever? I want to channel the language of love agian and i want to erase the separation in my mind.