I am in need of some guidance. For a long time now I have been doing a lot of research into New Age topics. Ever since I was intinally fascinated at a young age by my encounters with the Paranormal. After all my research, meditation and experiences with the Astral, Psychic and Spritual; I feel like I know alot, but I also feel like I know nothing at all.
As I begin to scratch the surface of the new coming age, and learn about Extraterrestrials, 4th dimensional beings, Elementals, Angels, Lightworking, Ascend Masters, Hollow Earth, The Great White Lodge, Illuminati, NWO, etc etc etc; I have noticed a riff between believers. There are those who believe in Love, Light and spreading awareness to help 'awaken a sleeping world' , and then there seem to be others who believe, but doubt the sources of the information and believe in self actualization as more of a means to ascending to the 4D. I have become very confused as I read Channelings and messages from both view points. I don't know what to belive.
I don't think I am the first person to be confused by this, in a world full of conflicting viewpoints its hard to believe anything. I know that I should belive what truly resinates with me, but I worry that I am being mislead. I really would like to get into Channeling, but if I do how do I know I'm not being mislead by a lower vibration energy or someone working for the negative side of our earthly duality? I would also like to travel in the Astral, but how do I know who I meet or what I experience along the way isn't trying to mislead me? I know these fears are negative and very 3D, but its a struggle that we all face.
If anyone could share with me how they found the right path to follow, or how they found clarity through the cloud of uncertainty, I would appreciate your wisdom. Any other comments or thoughts on this matter would be greatly appreciated.
Love and Light,