You fear that you are going to crack open. You fear that you are going to break, like an egg; shatter like glass, into a million pieces. You worry that you can no longer contain the pressure of this ascension process.

Welcome, my brothers and sisters, to the final stage of the Ascension process. It is no easy thing to ascend; it is not easy to ascend in mass, nor is it easy to ascend in form. Imagine the tip of an arrow, flying through space. Imagine the pressure that builds at the very tip: that is you.

You who are reading this are at the tip of Ascension. You are experiencing the brunt of the force of change and transformation, so that others - who have not volunteered to be here as agents of change – may also have the opportunity to ascend.

There are many earth-bound souls who are present at this time because they wish to experience ascension. But they are not the catalysts creating ascension in the way that you are. It is like a bus, both the driver and the passengers are travelling, but the driver has a role of responsibility, the driver is a guide bringing those who have asked to move to their destination. The driver does not get off at the stop, it is not her or his destination; the driver returns to the terminus, the central base to meet up with the other drivers. 

Ascension is quite similar to this rather basic explanation. You are drivers, not passengers. It is no wonder you are tired from the concentration, the dedication, the work. 

Everyone on the bus is on the same road, but the passengers go less consciously; the driver is paying attention to the road, the pedestrians, the lights, the other vehicles. The quality of the journey of the driver and the passenger are distinctly different even though the journey appears to be the same. 

When you are drained and exhausted, when you feel utterly spent, as if you cannot go on anymore, and others around you seem to think you are over-reacting because they are coping better, pay no attention! The quality of your journey is far, far more intense because you bear much greater responsibility.

It is for good reason that you feel as though you will crack, you will shatter, you will explode. Because you will. That time is coming very, very soon. 

Don’t resist the feelings of implosion/explosion. They are a crucial part of the process; the chick cannot hatch without breaking the egg, the child cannot be born without leaving the mother, the butterfly cannot fly without freeing itself of the cocoon that once served it so well.

So it is for you. The intensity of this feeling is a marked sign that you are very close indeed. Like a mother giving birth, breath through the spasms. They will pass and you will be able to continue. You are nearly there, hang in there, for you are nearly there now.

Note: When Blossom Goodchild suggested meditating with the seven blue spheres, I began doing this out of curiosity, after three weeks of receiving no channels, the following channel arrived during meditation. I realised afterwards that, for decades, I have been seeing small blue orbs around me!

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