several months ago, just like in the matrix movie, I was asked by spirits if I wanted to ESCAPE the matrix by taking a strange spiritual pill... after that time some days later a strage WHITE powder showed up "MAGICALLY" in my mouth, it was TOOONS of it and was really strong and disgusting
soon I started to feel crazy things about reality and several veils started to be removed
but now I feel bad really, I am more happier than ever was with some sorrow too but I am told, this antimatrix enki dusts affected me emotionally and this is why is so difficult to survive them if you are awaken
anyone stopped on this events ever? does any of you crew hearded of the "magical powders of enki"?
I mean, I am real REAL confusion just like when you were sleeping and were suddenly woke up I do not know what to do, I have trouble to do any different from work or just enjoying music, I want to do art or just watch tv but I just CAN NOT!!!!
any light on this wellcomed....