hello, my name is john, you've known me on here as jimclarson, asara leo, and missingno and then back to jimclarson. last year in the spring of 09 i first awakened and got into the hollow earth theory which eventualy lead to topics of lemuria and aghartha as well as learning about the political and conspiracy awakenings regarding reptilians, draconians, nibiru, anunaki, nwo, masons, fema camps and all that other jazz that you need to know as well to stay informed. early on when i awakened during late july, early august [i forget] i had learned about the phrase "ashtar command" so i googled it to find out more and was led there through google, right there in the first results. i read some, saw people posting channelings and ufo stuff, and it was enough to get me hooked. isigned up and noticed a chat bar, i click and entered and randomly started talking away. again very self centered and in my own head, talking about whatever came to my mind, being stoopid, whatever, i also met a few people, most of which i regret to have come to know. people who claim spirituality and divinity, but in reility they have their drama fights on here and all that and its utter bullshit. alot of fake arguring bullshit that these people get their jollies on taking others along with them for the ride, they get them to feel its normal with lingo and clever wording/phraseing and word emphasis/tone, all this adds up to a nice person who doesnt know better to be strung along by it and in the end feel disapointed and bad, and the others who dragged them through laugh behind their back saying, "what a shmuk". these people are what i call the ashtar assholes, this is not everyone here, as im sure the vast majority of members here are inocent learning/budding starseeds like myself. but to those who do this know who they are, and this message is for them exclusivly. these people, the ashtar assholes are masonic club members who are into metaphysical stuff for personal gain and manipulation of those and whats around them. whether itr be for higher rankings in the masonic lodge ~cough~:comander:~cough~ or their own desires of vibe highs as psychic/chi/emotional/spiritual/sexual/emotional garbage dumping vampires. again its all based on the person and im not naming names, but heres more. the dark luminotti dont want a spiritual awakening on planet earth, so whats the best thing to do? create structured areas for starseeds to awaken to, and create the pitfalls from the awakening, because if you cant stop a mass spiritual awakjening on earth, the most you can do is corrupt it to the point it screws itself up outof utter confusion. does a sheep walk down the sloughter isle if it knows at the end of the isle its meeting its doom? i think not, it fights. what are the dark luminotti and the elites doing to us now? keeping us brainwashed into think normal day atrocities and public social stards is norml, and reinforce those standards with glamorized movie portrayals. so okay, how do they deal with the ones whove broken free of that cycle and are now realising their potential as spiritual beings of unimited power? create a whole new set of false road signs and complicated detours/booby traps and confusions, but designed around the premise of the awakened individual. again, keep us calm and happy, so that when the time does arise for us to think on our feet, we're all love love love. which is another thing i wanna touch on...
love love love. a new concept thats been floating around this site in the background in which many many woman sleep around with many many men. this is very harmful for a spiritual awakening because it gets our root chakras all entangled up with other people and totaly screws up the energy system as far as a productive healthy awakening goes, i beleive that spiritual sex is to be engaged between two partners who have a twin flame or highly soul mate dynamic relationship and is to be enjoyed between those two. theres a few individuals on here, again no names who make me sick with the kindof shit that has been done. and i fucking hate the idea that any any ANY underraged individuals may habve been hurt in trhe prosess of this. i think its sick and wrong and i think the people who commit these crimes are sick and fucked up individuals. also, if you wanna think for one minuite that daily drama and "im gonna kill myself" manipulative decitful get my way bullshit is in the realm of divine spiritualy then your horribly wrong, also, if your this way, with genuine intent to improve, thats one thing, but to drag others along is fucking bullshit, theres many many many people you ashtar assholes have hurt along the way, and i dont wanna see it go any further, i have frends who have been hurt badly by you guys, and worst part if your all into this energetic stuff as well, difference is though is that you use it for ill will against others, and wanna carry your fights through the ether and dump them onto others who dont know any better then to think its their own, and im fucking sick of it, ive had enough, i REALLY REALLY HAVE!! so if you wanna go carry out your own problems and insecurities onto other people and be assholes the rest of your life, fine, but leave me out of this, and know this, karma always finds its way into every noiok and crappy of reality, no matter how hard you try, you will face your karma eventualy. so with that, i end my post, and i demand, demand, demand, never to see, hear, feel, experience, any form of your energies, thoughts, problems, intents, wishes, or any other form of consious energy sent in me, or my frends ever again, i mean this with the purest and clearest of intent, and i demand that you ashtar assholes, masons, lizards in hiding, vampires or any other ascosiations of such be any where near me in the guidelines set a few lines up. this is my last straw and ive had it with all of you, it angers me trememd the things that have transpired and i want you all to back the hell off. find another way to cope with your insecurities but finaly leave me and my frends outof this. i dont expect this topic to get much attention, but i ask that the ashtar assholes to whom this is adressed pass this amonst themselves and read it thouroughly. this is john. and this is my statement.
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Beautifully said Haron Daddy - I too do not like the fact that many think we are "spiritual newborns" - I know that we are INFINITE beings. I would also very much like to see a response from Drekx on this one :-)
Thank you
To put it SIMPLY....There are degrees of CONSCIOUSNESS attained as the Higher Self chooses to lower the vibration and dip in the pool of materiality....So as we swim in the pool over many lifetimes we each have varying levels of LIGHT QUOTIENT, depending on our POINT IN EVOLUTION....
It is not just about how loving we are, but also about how wise we are....LOVE-WISDOM is the goal of this Solar system expression, of which we all play a part....
All lives are unique and should not be judged superficially....Yet, the light quotient can be read by the Ascended Masters, who know who may serve the Divine Plan with greater ability, in any given moment...Higher light quotient indicates greater flow of Monadic spiritual energy down through the antakharana (rainbow bridge) to the person incarnated....Which means greater alignment and greater psychic and intellectual powers to serve the higher purpose and less prone to the glamours and illusions other persons may be experiencing, as they also journey to perfection....
We are infinite beings who choose to test ourselves in matter.....
Well said : ) Not sure if Alice A. Bailey would agree with you 100% ? ; )
( But hey - She was born in 1890, so.. )
SOME did -however- come here just to BE ..
( If you don't "let them" ? They will let themselves .. )
They don't just need to awaken some have a lot of work to do to earn a status of being called or referred to as a God. Dam I care about all creatures on our planet big time but still do not see myself as a God. A creator of my own reality yeah just getting the hang of that one, but as for saying I am not from god but am a God no where near that level and good luck to all that think, really think they are.
Until man can live peacefully together, respecting all forms of life, look after the planet as she truly deserves I think working towards this and trying to hit the art of balance within is plenty for us to take on without adding the role of God to our list just yet. Let us all master the art of the Universal laws and then reevaluate the next stage. Much respect Lou :)
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