To my Beloved Mother/Father God, Supreme Creator of All Creators,
The journey‘s end is at hand. My mission is complete. I am getting ready to embark on my journey home.
I Am Your humble servant addressing You, Beloved Supreme Creator of Omniverses, giving You thanks for this incredible experience and journey on this planet. I thank You for having chosen me for this mission. I hope I have pleased You and that I have made a difference by touching at least one life stream and guiding its path back to You.
I hope that because of me, Your Light spread further and that more of Your Creation remembered You and chose to Love You more and know You more!
I know that I have many times been angry, angry at believing that the experiences that I lived were me. I have been angry at feeling pain and getting hurt and struggling and feeling constrained by my body. I have been angry about feeling out of place and alone and misunderstood. I have cursed the day I was born, and I have many times wished to have left prematurely.
I am sorry that many times I questioned You and undermined Your plan. I had come to believe at times that I had been left alone to fend for myself, in a world that clearly was not my original home. I had forgotten momentarily about The Plan and that my role in it was vital for its success!
I thank You for Your patience with me and for allowing me to rediscover my true self and my role in Your Divine Plan.
I thank You for letting me experience a body, experience Love and Sorrow, Pleasure and Pain. I thank You for allowing me to feel the wind and taste the raindrops and smell the moss, and listen to the night. I thank You for the most amazing sunsets that Your Creative brush could have painted in Your skies….
I thank You for the friends I have met along the way, all their beautiful hearts, laughter, tears and anger, for these have shaped me into who I AM and have comforted me through the hard lessons.
I thank You for allowing me to have lessons that I felt were so terrible that I couldn’t bear them any longer, that I would fall into darkness from such despair; and then to realize that You were always there, watching to make sure I didn’t fall too hard.
I thank You for letting me experience this world. What an adventure it has been! The ugly was really ugly, yet the beautiful – was breathtaking and uplifted my heart every single time!
Thank You for those You’ve put in my life to help me fulfill this mission. Thank You for allowing me to love and for allowing me to remember who I AM.
Thank You for infusing me with Your Divine Spark.
Thank You for being with me in every prayer uttered by me, every meditation, and every chant that spoke Your name. Thank You for those miracles of healing that I have witnessed and all those that I have helped that have healed physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
Thank You for giving me courage and persistence, a strong backbone, resilience and strength. Thank You for all those You have put in my path that You felt I could comfort and strengthen and shelter. Thank you for the lessons that they taught me!
I AM in Service to You and to all of Your Creation, wherever that may be.
Now, at the close of this program, I hope You find me worthy to come home and spend time with my True Light Family, which I truly have missed and yearn to be with once again.
And after sometime of feeling that Love and Joy, please do not forget who I AM and what I AM willing to do for You. I will go to the Ends of Every Earth, every World, Every Universe to spread Your Light and Your Love. For I AM Your Humble Servant, Your Light Warrior – and I will await Your beckoning once again, to which I will say “Present”.
In Humble Service,
El Ari AN
Commander
Orion-Jerusalem Command
Article from: http://12-21-2012.ning.com/forum/topic/show?id=2815156%3ATopic%3A173317
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Beautiful heartfelt letter.
Thank you!