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A Jewel Out of The Wilderness

Posted by AdriBellaInspired on May 23, 2009 at 4:54am in Spirituality In General
A bit of background; this was written tonight 5/22 as an account of what I experienced sometime in June 2008...a turning point in my life where I was at the bottom of the pit of my despair. A time when I couldn't write, could barely communicate, at least in a proper sense of the word communicate. A time when I thought I knew God but knew there must be something more because surely I wouldn't be abandoned...or would I? The choice is ours, I have discovered...Is it me in here?Am I suddenly alone in this territory?Things are different as if almost suddenly.Have I been cut off from you Lord,have I been smitten, from my family, life and friends?What is this darkness I have fallen into?For who will save me?Please my lord do not leave me to be foresaken.It seems so strange and lonely,dark and empty,fear creeps in my bones like rotting flesh.hello....is anybody there?As if waiting for an echo or some other....chatter.Maybe an answer will be heard,but there is none in this dense forest.I am a stranger in a strange land.The quiet is eerie and discomforting.There is silence amongst a strangers voice...hello, is this really me?Who are you stranger,what is your claim,on what ground have we come upon?Oh my heart despairs,has one ever known such loneliness,such emptiness my cup longed to be filled.Three days in the dark wilderness,there did I pitch my tent,there did I pray unto the Lord my God...father please release me!These forests I did not know,I went alone as one we go,carrying faith like a badge on my heart...I know there must be a way out.Ah my heart could not see,though my badge I clung to thee,then there is a jewel I see,we must not live our life as our own,that was not how it was meant to be.My daughter take up this jewel and go forth,my father did not forsake me in His kindness,he did remember me and bring me up from the wilderness.With this jewel I must shine forth,for my life is of my father and not of my own,for on my own are the depths of hell,and it was by the merciful hand of the Lord that I was lifted out of my iniquity,and brought forth into the path of Life.For how much should I be saved,least every single one of his children he does call,that they will not be devoured by the evil,but to be overcome with good,to bear fruit and have thy cup runneth over...to know righteousness for our creator.Out of darkness we are called forth to call upon our help.Ask and it will be given,seek and it will be found,open the door to that visitor tapping on your heart,you must find out....we are not alone.This is my testimony,what I say is truth,that for three days my soul did sink to hell,and that though I did despair,I prayed for my God to help me.He did come unto me with such a jewel,and with that he did lift me from the pits and save me.For this reason I will live,as such has always been the purpose for life.This is the purpose for all his children,that they will all come to know,the glories of his love and the wonder of His kingdom.Blessed in the spirit with the holy ghost, I am. As we all are, love.
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  • AdriBellaInspired May 24, 2009 at 5:51am
    Amelia, I feel comfort having confirmation....it's nice to know you're not off your rocker, even if you already know that, you know? LOL :)

    Robby, thank you for your wisdom which I will bind unto my heart :) *Namaste Sister*
  • Amelia May 23, 2009 at 8:10pm
    Same time last year, I was there.
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