As I get ready for my surgery on Monday I have begun to wonder what has my life meant to the larger picture of the universe. Have I been a good parent, have I helped others, have I been a good friend , a good wife, a good person? I have discovered that as complicated as my life has been on the health and relationship venues that my life on the basic level has been relatively simple. I am a good person, some days I give above 100% and other days I put in no efforts. I've done the very best I was able to as a parent and since people don't come with instruction manuals I pretty much did the best with what knowledge and skill I was able to learn. My kids survived and are people to be respected, my friends are willing to bend over backward to help me and my husband loves me with all his heart. I've done what the Lord has asked and am truly blessed .
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Well good luck with your surgery...I think you're going through one of those life reviews, me too I've been going through that lately. Where you reevaluate all you've experienced...and what led you to this point now...it's a pretty deep thing. But, usually, and for me it's always been that way, whenever I've had one of these review periods, always something new and better came along for me afterwards. And I hope it's the same this time lol This time it's been real intense, so some big changes must be coming. And I'm sure it's the same for you. So, keep strong, and positive....I'm sure your surgery will turn out good....and a new life awaits you afterwards, a better life. That's usually how it goes. Good luck :)