My name is Phil Kevin Rivera Figueroa, it is the name that defines my existence in this life, my human name in this time and place, my real name is Xeuthesthra, yes, ever since i was 15 years old, memories kept awakening to me, places i have never been before yet i know they were once home, in all these years i have endured much pain in this life in which i did overcome but as the years went by i felt this voice calling to me, not an actual voice but a calling somewhere out there. When i was a child I've always felt this void of solitude in the world, i could not feel human at all inside and yet i tried but i felt out of place, my waves and energies did not feel synchronized to the human "normal" spectrum and i have always felt there were others like me, somewhere out there, i felt them somehow, it is this feeling deep inside that you just cannot explain but you know it is true. I know i came here like many others to this plane of existence. This time is very important because right now, the great awakening is happening. Gaia is calling to us, awakening our true selves in order to help her because she is sick and in pain, she loves her human children even if they are destroying her and the only ones that can bring illumination through light and peaceful means are us. To all of you who read this and feel familiar somehow, you must awake yourselves, fight the darkness within you, the aspects of fear, sorrow, despair, pride and arrogance and wrath and hate only then can your energies connect with the higher aspect. We are all parts of "God", we all come from it and return to it, no energy is wasted on the Omniverse, our spiritual energies have a divine channel that connects with the Prime energy of Existence, when the blocks of vile are removed from the self only can this channel be opened once again and then you can ascend and revive and truly awaken yourselves. The 7 that control the world in vile tyranny and arrogance want to limit humankind, using them for their own sadistic plans of own personal zealotry. This blog i write to all of you who were brought here to Gaia, because she needs our help and we have reincarnated through the centuries, incarnation after incarnation to help her each step. Listen to that voice but always keep in mind that yes, the awakening can be rough as we absorb these memories and perhaps darker feelings from other lives but we have the will to move forward and we can do greater things to make humanity ascend to the next step. That is why i need to find the others, we must find each other, we must reunite and keep our energies strong for our Mother Earth and to those of you who felt alone like me ever since living this life, you are not alone, you never were. blessings, love and harmony to everyone.