The External Gazer

Who are you?What if I was not the person you thought I was, the very person you came to know into your life?One day I looked at the mirror and I said, "This is me but who am I?" I perceived myself as who I am. I looked once again and into my eyes, around it was a shell and in it something was missing. I could not understand what it means nor do I know why was it that way. I looked further to find out what could I see. I found a dark but almost completely hollow space. There was only one spot from which light entered through a hole in which everything outside is seen.That night I slept, I dreamed of myself being the eye of the beholder. I find myself looking at things from which the beholder experienced through wondering many moments. In time, I came to see wider from which at first it looked so small. The beholder felt pain and perhaps almost partly with happiness. The world I saw was like a placed where suffering was common because the other beholders themselves were entangled with many physical things outside and around them and started looking at things superficially and then ego erupted. Moments made the beholder learn many things that made part of the beholder separate with its body like two beings but one. Every moment spent filled part of the shell within the beholder. The physical didn't look as much anymore as it dissolved into no more than an object from which it could only be perceived. Even the beholder seemed no more than an object. I found myself the eye, only instrumental and nothing more.I woke up that morning and I looked at myself into the mirror and I said "I am within the external gazer but I am not the shell I see...."
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