There may be times where you feel as if you light has gone out and the barrage of negatives hit you so hard you cannot stand.  Take heart, my love, it is only temporary.  Once you have been awakened to the Truth of The Universe, there is no going back.  Hang on, ride it out and know that it has not gone away.  The light of Unconditional Love is there to support and carry you even if you are unable to carry yourself. ~ Creator