The 2 phases of spiritual development

Well, I just had to choose a title for my thoughts …I am in an intense wave of an inner clearing process. It started 2 months ago. I came back from a seminar where I learnt mental techniques developed by Grigorij Grabovoi, Arkadij Petrov and other Russian scientist and healers. It’s a combination of healing the world by healing yourself and vice versa, because actually it’s the same (as inside so outside), and the Russians actually are able to grow lost organs and teeth – but you can do a lot of other things with this system.After practicing eagerly for some weeks, suddenly I was not able to concentrate any more. A “dark wave” of “negative” energies came up, maybe some traumatic things from this lifetime or even before. It was just a sign that I needed to clear these energies now. And for this reason it was a good thing.So, I started a clearing process supported by a healer. I dedicate 30-60 min per day and in short, I confront every single energy, being or consciousness unit like in family constellation process (but I do it on my own at home) and thank them for their love, respect and support they give to me from the bottom of their divine heart. This includes my parents and ancestors as well as all reptilians including the reptilian in myself and much more …By the way, I think everybody has his own way, methods and system – but if you are interested to know more about the techniques I use, including the Russian ones, just ask me.The effect on my mind and specially on my body was quite strong – sometimes I had to stay in bed for 14-16 hours a day.I found some books that helped to keep me in a good mood during this time, especially the Anastasia series – because simply by reading I got a good and loving feeling. She says the letters are coded in a way that resonates positively with the soul or higher self – and this is perceptible even in the German translation. I don’t know the English version, but you can have a look here for free before you eventually buy it: http://www.bittorrent.am/torrent/4853225/100/Anastasia,-ringing-cedars-of-russia,-THE-ENTIRE-COLLECTION.htmlWhat helped me, too, is that I changed my identity into a „spiritual warrior“ when it got tough. The life of a warrior is not always pleasant, it sucks a lot for sure. But a warrior fighting for something good he is convinced of does not just give up when gets tough – instead he starts every day anew, risking his life for the mission.So, there are 2 phases of (spiritual) development which sometimes go in parallel or overlap a good deal:1. Clearing2. CreatingFor the sake of proper German organization ;), I could differentiate between “undirected” and “directed” creation. Or unconscious and conscious creation.Undirected creating:I’m sure some of you have noticed, as I did years ago: When I am in a good mood, people are friendly to me. And some people approach me, or even a friend calls who didn’t so since long ago. And the reverse is true, too.Sometimes seemingly there are no visible changes in our world. Though, when I am in an open-minded state, I can see changes everywhere! Just now, I was looking for E-Mail on gmx.de. And on the very mainstream news portal there, what I saw between “big-tits-news” was: “Chavez accuses USA of causing cancer in south-american leaders” and “New island came into existence by volcanic activity” Here you are ...Sometimes, it is difficult for me to visualize clear positive images or situations, as it was today. So I went jogging and I just chose a landmark let’s say five metes before me, and decided: In the moment I pass this point, I will fill myself with joy. Everybody is able to fill him/herself with joy for 5 seconds, I think.It worked, and I added something: Passed the first “joy-point”, I decided to increase the joy even more until I get to the next point … and so on. In stages, up to a joy-orgasm. ;) A point or landmark could be just a branch of a tree or a puddle. Sometimes I felt disturbed by people, because I was afraid to have a ridiculous grin on my face. But it was only a ridiculous thought of myself, so I succeeded to do this in the presence of others as well.Well, you can also keep your face unmoved, but feel as if you are just bursting with laughter inside – as if you were to listen to a boring and serious speech but could hardly contain your laughter, though trying very hard. ;)If there is a source field connecting everything, as David Wilcock writes about (and I’m perfectly sure there is), I can also influence the world directly and consciously with my thoughts and feelings. And everybody can.Directed creating:I dissolved a broad chemtrail this November. I just closed my eyes and imagined blue sky. When I opened it after 1 minute, the trail was like “choppy”. When I opened my eyes for the 2nd time after 3 minutes, the trail had completely vanished as if never existed - but only in the section of the sky I had imagined as being blue!Everybody can do this, and I think the most important is to believe that it works. Every technique might be just an auxiliary tool. Look at this guy who makes a cloud disappear: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=St4JCOuO3v0&feature=watch_response You can do that, too.During Christmas I reversed and healed a 2nd degree burn. I grabbed the handle of a hot frying pan because I did not realize that it was made from iron, too, as the rest of the pan. It hurt quite strong during and after that, and I was afraid of having to deal with burns on my fingers for 2 weeks or so.So, I started with a shaman technique of changing past events and continued with mental healing techniques from the Grabovoi system. My skin remained whole. The same evening the pain stopped completely, but the skin on those 2 fingers still being somewhat loose and insensitive. I continued the healing a bit, and after 2 days nothing remained of the burn, my skin on these being perfectly smooth and sensitive again, as on the other hand!It is results like this that build up faith, and more faith.So, let’s create the great good things now … and it is not about “I must heal the world”, because in harmonizing ourselves and our environment, in helping other people – we actually heal the world. Our world at least, our specific timeline, and I believe that we help the whole world healing by that.Lots of joy and loveThomasPS: I will maybe not write that often here, because it seems that my mission is not especially about writing … At least I experienced a strong negative synchronizity directly after finishing this post – almost burning my legs with lots of boiling water in the kitchen. Maybe for me it is more about action (?)
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