self lost in ego and the false image.

One of my best days today,filled with stimulating conversation,new discoveries,and the awakening of a very young soul. I love my wife she is my bestfriend and with whom often I seek to share my thoughts and ideas, as of late my thoughts have gotten well to be plain crazy as hell. In truth I don't care as to what another perceives me as or labels the words I speak or write as from the mouth of a lunatic. By all means do so if you seek comfort in belittling others.So I usually confide in my wife but lately I haven't been getting feedback,simple yeah or a roll of the eyes,which inturn generates the question(are you listening to me) of course met with a yes and I heard you, I know you heard me,but did you listen? This enviornment ensued for a few weeks,I lost in bliss didn't mind the silence or really even notice awake days on end forgetting to eat from depth of whatever discovery I made that day,pure expanding consciousness,I have a lot of new insights in a multitude of truly scientific advancement and discovery,I write theese down of course for I truly wish to share them. After about two weeks of stagnant low energy transfer interactions she read my journal,I noticed of course right away,half an hour later she laid it down looked at me with a holy shit gaze its an atom she replied,I of course chuckled and simply said I know,kicks ass right? With that her tears insued. I didn't know I didn't. Know this became her mantra momentarily then to I'm sorry oh I'm so sorry.I waited for her to calm, no way Jose, full on awakened state, thank god I was really considering just moving away but she changed after that.quick intuitive full of question about herself life energy things she never cared to hear, I will so gratefully pass my yoga of life and postures to her,attempt to share my knowledge of meditation technique and propper cycles of breath, thank you god I truly asked only for her own enlightenment to happen, brilliant wisdom from all direction.
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