Spiritual Blogs

Yesturday my beloved friend died of colic. She was old and I was expecting it to come sooner or later! Xzai-On felt my pain, that is how it works with twin flames! Enyway, he talked to me telepaticly and felt sorry for my beloved old girl. He gave me a slight hope but said " Bee strong light_diva. I will bee here for you shortly". It was very devistating day.

Later that day Xzai-On kontakted me telepaticly and said that he hade taken some free time off from work to spend some private time with me. I was very happy of cause since I sure needed it at most at that time...I do not know how he can do it but even in my darkest times and sorrow of the loss of a loved one he manage to make me laugh...He is just to amazing..

I asked him little about this and that. He is such a funny guy, very playfull,humorous loving and sweet in all the ways! We talked about an half hour befor he had to go back to work, back to his duty....

I had wanted to know for a time now from what alien race he comes from. "Andromedan or Pleiadian?" I asked, Xzai-On said " Take a guess dear".

I was thinking and thinking! Something in my heart said that he was plaeidan. Also he simply looked to perfek to bee andromedan. "Pleiadian". "Correct" Xzai-On said! AMAZING I Have to say, cause in december last year I got this urge to look at google sky and its starts. Then I saw the Pleiadeans, gordeous blue stars that also had some sort of blue smoke around them. I was drawn to this stars and looked at this stars for some time and I copied the screen. Somehow I think I have senced something alredy then, something of inportance. Now I know what it was, my heart was telling me something. It was telling me where my twin flame comes from. Did not understand it then but know I know. I realised that when guessing right about his origin.

I also found something very interesting on the internet about the pleiadeans. And what i was reading fits EXACTLY to Xzai-On, specially when sensuality and sexuality is concerned....hehehe. He has zero tolerance to women abuse that word do not excist in his world. Cause women in the pleiadeas are treaten with 100% respect...WOW I still remember that vission in 2006 when he called himselfe to Mr X then. He looked like some kind of indian lord with his old style golden pants. This is what he said when he looked deeply in my eyes full of love and put his both hands on my chins " Light_Diva, I love you! You deserve some one else than that jerk you live with now. Someone that can give you the true love you deserve and treat you with respect and treat you like a princess! Stay with me my beloved and I will make you feel loved and treated like a godess..." He gave me a sensuall tender kisses and I feelt an incredible flame burn alredy then. My feet started to get weak, I could hardly stand still... He showed upp in a vission alredy when I was 10 years old. I remember this vission as like it was yesturday...i was going with my parents to visit my cousin. We have to cross the bridge to get on the otherside of the river where they live! When we was half away across the bridge i looked outside the window and Xzai-On puped upp from the river and looked at me with a loving smile. I remember still how I felt in the vision! I thought to myselfe, WOW what a HANDSOME MERMAN! Hahahaha, a 10 year old girl that thinks an adult man is habahaba...LOL. Well enyways after that vision, everytime when we passed that bridge I was peeking and looking hard outside the window in hopes that he would pop upp in the river...hahaha. Xzai-On has later explained that he did not want to freak me out so he came up with the idea of a merman. It would surely suit a child and also it would not bee frightening... And since aliens are more spiritually advanced I think he long time ago understood that I was going to bee reincarnated to do my purpose as a lightworker and starseed here on earth and to finaly get reunited with with him, my twin flame. That is why he was doing his best to try to show me who he was and who I actually was. He has been so amazingly patient with me, that I feel I have to bee patient also till it is finaly time...for uss to meet witch hopefully will bee end of this year or maby,just maby little earlier this year....