just to clear the air ...

hello everyone :) some of you know me, some of you don't. i am writing this blog to clear my name or whatever drama or retardedness has been spoke about me.

 

a while back i came in the chat room looking for someone. i was really upset because i'd been played. played for a fool, like a fiddle, whatever. anyway i found this individual and she got to see what its like to screw around with a new yorker. all she ever cared about was her own personal spiritual path, her spirit guides, all and only about her. i have two notebooks of info that sounds like it all came out of the holiday issue of the weekly world news. whatever happened after we started talking on the fone, it was weird. she had such a hold on me that all i cared about was the fone. my family told me that i was very strangely. talking about demons and things of that nature. this person was under the impression that she and only she could communicate with the energy of those in this forum. everything in my notebooks is so bizarre. i was lied to on a grand scale and i was being used. there is sooooo much more in my notebooks.

 

the reason i came in here all tragiclike is because i lost 6 months of my memory the whole time i was on the fone with her, i have no memory of it. i only know whats in the notebooks, and what my friends and family have told me. this has never happened to me before in my life. we stopped talking on the fone almost 2 years ago. i have no contact or communication whatsoever with this person. ever since i cut all forms of communication with her, my life just keeps getting better and better. my husband has been sober for a year and a half, and we are actively trying to concieve, and if that wasn't enough we have really great friends, family, all of it. i have the life i have always dreamed of.

 

this is to show ppl that you can't believe everything you hear and everything someone tells you. have the fortitude to do the research urself. above all ppl, don't trust someone just because they sound like they know what they are talking about. some ppl are only in it for themselves and screw everyone else. I don't play that game, i was used in a horrible way and couldn't even see it.

 

to this day, i still can't remember anything. it's been almost a year and a half since i "came back" ... i went to bed the day after easter, and woke up in the middle of october.

 

all i'm asking is that you all be careful. i almost lost everything and everyone in my life because of her selfishness. i take responsibility for my actions, but she has not accepted any shred of responsiblity at all and that just goes to show, that she only cares about herself, and i'm sorry but i don't have the time or the energy for ppl like that.

 

<3 melissa

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  • Thanks for sharing this sensitive matter with us, Melissa.....!! Kind regards, Drekx

  • thank you so much all of you. :oD ... semjase, i'm so sorry that also happened to you. it's really very sad when there are ppl who are that kind of selfish. i am learning though and outside of this forum there are others in my personal life as well that i've had to cut ties from. ppl who i thought were very good friends, and who were just as selfish as the individual i speak of in this blog. i wish you the best my friend and yes, its true there are ppl who care and that is why i wrote this blog because i don't what happened to me to happen to anyone else. i've been told that its possible my subconscious wiped that time pd out of my memory and the chances are, i would probly have to be hypnotized to recall it, but honestly, i have no desire to whatsoever. its over and done and i just wanna leave it buried. I am so thankful to God for letting me have my life back. i'm a very lucky person very lucky indeed. :oD

     

    eagle and kelly- tysm! i look forward to my newfound enlightenment bringing lots of wonderful ppl such as yourselves into my life. i can tell you i'm a lot smarter and wiser now, and i won't be making the same mistake again. i have far too much in my life to lose, and i'm not gonna ever let it get as close as it did before.

     

    plz, all of you send me a friend request, i will def add you! <3 :oD

  • so sorry you suffered  like this.

    I had a similar  experience  but with a childhood friend she was needy and saped my energy for 14 years

    until i got the strength to cut her off me.

    You found this strength  just in time.

    Good look with every thing my friend.

  • Hey that sounds rough Melissa- I'm sorry you had to go through all that.  It sounds like a parasite of some kind... that must have been awful.  Please know that we aren't all like that and I hope she didn't burn you on all Lightworkers.  I'm glad to hear your life is turning well, good luck on conceiving... my fingers are crossed for you :)
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