I really need thoughts and prayers to go out for me. I heard from my sleep study and am having to redo it because I apparently stop breathing 55 times per hour. They tried putting a mask on me (which causes me to stop breathing) then they tried this thing called a pillow (resembles a pigs snout and blows air very hard and you can't exhale which causes a sever panic attack). Now they want to give me a sleeping pill and hook me up to machines and see if I still wake up from not breathing. I realize sleep apnea can be dangerous but I've had it all my adult life and the Lord has kept me safe but they won't sign off on my surgery unless I redo this study. In my sarcasm I have been wondering how smart it is to give the woman who stops breathing 55 times per hour a sleeping pill so she can't wake up. I am very claustrophobic and can't stand anything near my face nor things touching my throat ( I gag real bad). I am more stressed by the things they put me through then the sleep apnea (which I never even think about). Great curing my insomnia could be the death of me LOL. No seriously I know God is watching over me and I am safe and no harm will befall me during the study, I'm just tired of being a Guinna Pig.
I am finally scheduled for my EDG. They put this camera tub down your throat and check to see that my throat, stomach and intestines are not full of sores or bleeding. It is scheduled for july 16. It is a minor out-patient surgery. I am seeing the nutritionist soon and that will meet all the requirements. Then the by-pass surgery. I quit smoking on the 20th of may so my not smoking for 30 days has been met.
The migraines are bad lately and the fibromyalgia is really acting up and my sugars are so high I am frustrated trying to get them under control. I feel as if I've lost all control of my body. The Lord though is seeing me through and keeping my spirits up. I still laugh and joke around but when I am alone I cry. I live 200 feet from my best friend and can't even walk that far at the end of the day, when my granddaughter gets picked up, to go see him. The pain in my skin and legs are more then I can take and I could really use some blessing about now to keep me going.
My friend posted some great videos for me, I love the one of the monster singing stand by me. I laughed my ass off. Now if he can find Angels will follow me sung by muppets or a cartoon would be great too. I love that he cares enough about me to do these small things to keep up my spirits. Laughter is very healing both spiritually and physically. I love him just for who he is and appreciate all he does, I love his heart and how he is there when people need him.
Thanx every one--------Mel
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Thanks Mel ,there is always a way you just have to find what works for you, good luck ,Love Bob
Hey Robert, thank you for the helpful advice. I will certainly google him. I'm glad he was able to help your daughter out.
Mel ,why don't you look into past lives Therapy By Doc Morris Netherton,You stay awake in all sessions and he helps to let go of fears thru this therapy and that includes many physical problems too, as we store emotions in our physical tissues from life time to life time.
I have a daughter that had wetting problems at age six day and night,seemed uncontrolable.I spent six months with a standard physcologist that made it even worse.
I took her to an associate of dr. Netherton and in a week worth of intense therapy ,twice a day for the week,at the end of the week she had one mishap at night and that was the end of her problems.
It was amazing that this could happen so quick ,the first physocologist said it might take a few years to help her with the problems.
Dr. Netherton does not practice anymore but if you goggle his name you can find others that have picked up where he left off.He taught many thru out the world before he retired,In most every country in the world.
Love Bob
suggest you see a kinesiologist
prayers with you
loved
enjoy
Coffeincitrate! it makes you breath more deeply and rapidly. It is cheap and worth a try!