Feeling alone

It has been my current situation whereas I have been assaulted several times in Portland, OR; by a cop, and other homeless men. I have also become homeless myself, losing my section 8 (I have had for 12 years) ever since my brain injury, the vibration in my heart soul is still trying to break through the grey veil of mystery. These times I wish I had friends and family that could actually see a space craft. They are deserving of help for they show me love through a great wave of acceptance. I am feeling lately that I'm not going to make it to the heavens to see what I strive for before this body's death. I am having difficulty with my health (mental and physical). I have only been through this earth four lifetimes as a gay man. Part of this is making me feel being dragged down in the old vibrations of control and malice.

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  • Don, you are who you are...being gay has nothing to do with it...it's all perspective. Until you love who you are you'll continue to have problems and that is one of the biggest problems most of us have...loving ourselves.

    As Sky says..."just be you". <3

  • It's nice to hear this from a fellow light worker. It seems I get myself into jobs that are hard, for every time I mention something like this and meet new people I attract the bad ones too. Sometimes I hate being gay.

  • Please know, Don that even though you feel alone you're not. We, all of us are going through rough times and we knew this would happen when we signed up for this mission. Everyone on earth and in the skies are waking up and it does not matter who you are...it's going to happen. It's in our DNA. Release what does not serve you and know you're on the right path...take joy in that.

    <3

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