Choose you

It's not really a blog, but I am just trying to creatively move away from this negativity I am feeling.

 

Cut through me

Though my heart is beating

I’ve stepped out of body

For a while I stayed

Caught up in the pain

Clench my fist

Grit my teeth

I’ll do whatever it takes

I will get through this

Even if I think I can’t

It just has to be so

 

You haven’t won

Thinking you’ve drained me

Of love and normalcy

I will rise again

Until I can grasp firmly

The light with both hands

There’s a time in life

When we choose someone else or us

And when the moment comes

Running, leaping, choose you

Don’t ever let someone

Drag you down

 

Remember that you are strong

Your pain is valid

But walk away when you can

It’s not a matter of pride

No a matter of blame

Or self depreciation

See through the core

Don’t let it control you

If the temporary pain

Leaves you without air

Never submit to the troubles

Brewing deep within

Furrow your brows

Cry loudly, but after shedding tears

You will come to see

That through this trial

You will come out

With the breath of new life

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  • I experience you in this, we must be to see :)
  • Cool poem Mevyn :)

    Learning from what we experience means so much. 
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