Everything bad in my life
Compounds into one big monster
And there’s no way of release
Only the churning of the black emotions
Trying to break free from this shell
Every chance to falter
My faith is on a whim
Like matchsticks so easily broken
Time again I find myself
At the foot of your grace
But I am too emotional
To listen to your wisdom
I once thought that I could live
Knowing there’s at least one
Worth saving though the volatile world
Bruises and force misery seething to my surface
A mere coincidence
Fluke of nature perhaps
To be brought here
As I try to hardened the chrysalis
Life begins to turn its wheel
Knowing I live with the fear
That I am easily aborted
In darkness we are transformed
Though the pain will rip us apart
Until what’s only left
Is an oozing pile of dna
Waiting always for the chance
To become something more
Every day is about reaching
Something I can’t do
My impatience destroys my wishes
Too doubtful and mistrusting
I am here tossed by currents
To spend a lifetime at sea
Thrashing about in the waves
Not sure of where land may be
Every day sanded down until raw
From these bouts of anger and sorrow
Poisons for my decay
I cannot root myself
Not for this humanity
But you who always love them
More than I could ever know
You were sure that they
Through hardships will rise
You believed they would
Find kingdom someday
You were always there for every step
Watching never revealing yourself
I can’t do what you ask me
I can’t be what you are looking for
You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!
Latest Activity
"Antarctica was officially discovered in 1820, simultaneously, by Russian, British and American explorers...It was totally glaciated then, BUT, has not always been and ancient maps indicate detailed cartography of it's coastlines and topical…"
"Lol, imagine being brave enough to face the half-pig men! I can’t un-see that now.🐷
It sounds bizarre but I suppose Nostradamus had to make sense of the 20th century somehow."
It sounds bizarre but I suppose Nostradamus had to make sense of the 20th century somehow."
"Western nations, following the fantastical fantasy of a "virtuous drive to net zero," are finding out, rapidly, that ideologies such as the fake climate crisis, need to be replaced by pragmatic use of fossil fuels...Gas, coal and oil is needed,…"
"Nostradamus was amazing-imagine being afraid if being taken to an inquisition dungeon and still doing what he did?
This guy John Houge is a Nostradamus scholar-so he says, but I think he is. He also a never Trumper-but I don't think he has TDS.…"
This guy John Houge is a Nostradamus scholar-so he says, but I think he is. He also a never Trumper-but I don't think he has TDS.…"
"lol-it must have been terrifying for him at times with audio-"
"AE, one of my favourite Nostradamus quatrains provides an incredible insight into what he sees, psychically, in the bowl of water, while alone in his attic room....Number 64 is a vision of the future WW2, with night fighters and bomber crews, being…"
Posted on 03/30/2026 by EraOfLightBeloved Ones,Many of you are being called to stabilize the New Earth’s 5th and 7th-dimensional fabrics and structures that have just been repaired, and are suffering from recent planetary events. The New Earth’s…
"Glad you found that reference to Nostradamus' "man from Asia," interesting...I've been studying Les Prophéties since around the age of seventeen and have always found it interesting to identify the identity of the third antichrist, as Nostradamus…"
Comments