At this time of awakening I have been reading much about ascension symptoms and pretty much have most of them. Its a strange feeling when you are sitting there and feel your chest flutter, the first time it happened I thought O gosh I’m having a heart attack!!! But no part of the opening of the 4^th chamber of the heart into a space of unconditional love involves the activation of the thymus gland, the fluttering is that moment as the 4^th chamber is being activated. In dreams I hear the sounds as my chest reverberates. Strangely within these dreams I am transported into a geometric shape of triangles, this I know now is the merkahbah.

Often during the day what would hear tonal sounds shift from one ear to the other this I know is the harmonic alignment occurring within my physical being. Its such a strange feeling. I will often get strange pains that cannot be attributed to anything but when I think about where they are occurring behind my knees, deep in my lower back, I know that my gridding has commenced as I shift this body from a carbon based body into a more crystalline structure.

Each elevation creates a new aspect of odd occurrences, one of the greatest changes to my personal life is my diet. I was told long ago that I would be guided to what I needed to eat and as I battled on with what foods would be good for my body I remained a person who enjoyed meat. It was October 28^th when I had made a beautiful Roast Chicken dinner. I sat at the table in excitement to taste this deliciously aromatic meal that I had prepared. As I placed the meat in my mouth I was suddenly transported to the place in the very last moments of the chickens life, and practically threw up. I was shocked, my partner sat there looking at me like I had gone mad. How could I explain it? I couldn’t! The next day I tried again and as I forced myself through the images I found that my stomach began arching and convulsing and this time as I ran to the bathroom my lunch entered the water with such force. My immediate thoughts of panic consumed me...........Was I pregnant??? That cant be? Because of my illness I cannot have children! Then my thought stupidly crossed to my partner, thinking well you have to be intimate to actually create a child! My mind racing, I began to sweat feeling even worse. I left early that day and ran to the chemist ..... yeah no I wasn’t pregnant.

Quietly I followed the guided thoughts that seemed to be more about eating fresh vegetables and fruits. This seems to be the order of my eating patterns and continues. Each time I eat meat I see the last few moments of the animals life, so I have given up. Even cooking fish, seeing fish or any form of seafood seems to have the same effect on me seeing their very last moments.

Since then I have done some research and found that this seems to be a normal occurrence during and is actually part of the ascension symptoms....

I find it fascinating and as each day passes new things happen, new awareness seems to be gridding into my body and my mind.

Its an important time to be aware and remain neutral in your thought process, learning through your body and what your thought process guides you too, the shift and changes that are occurring within you .

Its a great moment in time, of consolidation within this reality of what is happening to us on a global scale if you choose to believe that its real.

~Lucia~