Apparently I do my best meditation with water, because I've been getting all sorts of answers every time I ask them in the shower.
Must have something to do with my personal affinity for the fluid characteristics of this element.
I drop instantly into my garden. Doors are not necessary. I have questions. I wouldn't mind some answers.
I have been thinking about the beings that had attacked Anush's garden.
They had brutally entered the garden, destroyed many things, including cherished ones (no worries, all was restored after the fact), and sat waiting for anush to return.
When Anush arrived, and saw the devastation, she asked what they wanted. It was obvious they were there to convey some sort of message. Might as well get straight to the point.
They did not want Anush to find her twin flame in the physical. They told her so. They also informed her that they were the original ascended, and that she could not touch them. They were "all powerful". She was to stop her teachings, as was Reiz, and she was to avoid accepting me in the physical.
Anush disagreed with them and destroyed them.
They deserve what they got, and more in my opinion.
Needless to say, Anush was very upset.
Needless to say, I was too.
She restored the garden, increased security, and that was that in her mind. She showed them that they were not in charge, no matter how much they would like to think so.
I did not think this was enough, however. Something else seemed necessary.
I felt something stir in me.
I explored it. It grew, and grew, and I realized it was an explosive energy that would demand release.
And it had already decided on it's target.
In my heart, an energy reaction of nuclear proportions was building up. The target: the plane of the blues.
Celestials think they know so much, but they have never understood the power of the human spirit and will.
I decided then it was time to teach them another lesson.
I opened a portal to the land of the blues - a small slit in the 3rd dimension leading straight to theirs, and I allowed the energy to flow smoothly from my heart into their land, pulling from the glowing bomb in my chest and recreating itself in their dimension.
I increased the power as the passion within me surged. Finally, as I felt it crest, I cut the connection from my heart, smoothed over the portal to close it, and released the energy in a huge blast of pure, blinding, deafening white light.
I released a love nuke in the land of the blues.
I knew it wouldn't hurt them. But I sought to understand what all of this meant.
So I call out to my elder Kal, who appeared in front of me in my Garden. He was smiling, as usual, since I rarely seek his advice regarding matters. Usually, when I do, it is because the physical me is accessing another memory.
I ask Kal: "I am curious about the land of the blues. Who were they?"
Kal: The ascended (the blues) are the first living beings to ascend from 3rd dimensional reality to the higher realms.
Zann: Why did they attack Anush's garden?
Kal: They do not understand how ascension can work without destruction. In the past, the enlightened ascended and those that would not acknowledge the truth were kept at lower densities.
Kal: This time, however, love is reaching those who would normally require destruction for purification, which has never happened before, and therefore the course of ascension is beginning to take a new route. One of love in place of needless destruction.
Zann: You mean to say we are changing destiny as it was understood by the blues? the first ascended beings? that's a lot to handle. How can I know this is true?
At this moment, I realize I need a second opinion. And I also realize I had not yet met my Guardian when conscious from my physical self. I wanted to a) know who he was and b) confirm what Kal was saying.
I ask out loud for my guardian to show himself because I need his assistance.
At that moment, my uncle Bruce, from this lifetime, appears before me. I had a suspicion there was a reason I considered him as a father figure! But it didn't help me knowing who he was in the physical - my uncle died years ago. I needed to know what his name was in higher dimensions.
Elron. My guardian is Elron.
Elron confirmed what I had said. That a new course for existence was being created, a new den, and that this was one based on love, not destruction. He further explained that the blues would not understand this yet as it is outside of their universal experience.
Zann: I understand. What about the nuke I blew up in their realm. I know it won't harm them, but what affect can love have on celestials?
Kal: Is it harmful? hahaha not at all.
But it blinds you if your heart does not see truth.
It deafens you if your ears do not hear truth.
It sears you if your body does not feel truth.
Anush had struck at the bodies of the blues, and I had struck at their hearts.
There is no stopping the new tide. The sun will rise with the moon, and a new beginning based on love will flourish!
Take that blues!
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Yes well, time will tell more.
I just get frustrated, being limited and treated like a mushroom! LOL
Kept in the dark and fed shit! GRRR
You're not hated, by me at least. Tcheh, you are just you, the criminal is just the criminal, the hippie is just the hippie, right now, right here.
Push, eventually they will go. But ya gotta push the right way: you can't push a car on blocks.
AND BY GOD YOU ARE NOT STUPID!!!!!
Zann suggests Reiz doesn't have to be the key. Who knows who it is.
...and... what seems, sometimes isn't what is.
'Course you probably know all that. But hey, who knows.
Nothing is impossible.
Why do you think I am hated as much as I am. By either Light and Dark.
My Dragone-Somal name is called Sovaliash. It means the Bringer of Change. This is the reason! Me Dracus and Seloma, have NO designation to light or dark. We are considered Neutral.
The problem is that we bring change, heal, or destroy. That is what our race do. Sometimes change can only come through destruction, but that is why I have fought so hard to prevent the level of destruction this ascension would have caused. THis is why I do the time spins work on the soul levels. This is why I push the souls this hard. Why I push Reiz so hard. HE NEED TO CHANGE, this is his time for change, but he hate me now. I never wanted him to follow in my shoes, he need to be all HE can be, and he is NOT. Now he hate me again. Sigh.
I Still cant remember WHAT I am, all Dracus keep saying is we are all there is. We need to be as we need to be able to understand all cultures.
My whole life and the reason I was engeneered was to bring this change, it is A LOVE ASCENSION!
How many times have I said that, GRRRRR! And NO-ONE listen.
This is why I radiate this much Love why I destroy with love. I was not allowed to FELL love to prepare for this, this now. Even I am starting to remember the purpose of all this, up till now I have run on instinct, placed in my DNA. The things I have done as preparation here, was done without understanding.
Now merging with a twin flame will transmute us to a higher level, pushing Zann past being a Demi-god to full God, pushing me past what I am to what I have to become. Eventually.
This ascension is a joining ascension. The transition of Human back to the fantastic race they were. Reason why the Annunaki was bound to that curse. Humans will take their power back.
The one NOT ready is ready thei just don't realize it yet.
If we can pull this off, this ascension will allow the humans to be equal to Celstials. It is a experiment, if it work, the other 3d planets have a example to work with. This planet is the example that will pave the way for many others.
And I will be hated and attacked, because I am stupid. As Reiz LOVE to say. I dont say it right. I dont need to Say it right, I have to DO it right. THere is a REASON we are all here, we are NEEDED. NOW.
Many have their jobs and purposes, but being a portal as well for the transmutation from 3 to 5th, I need POWER, to do that. I can not do this alone.
My insanity has a reason, it need not be understood, it needs to be felt, and joined.
I do not have all the answers, but I remember with all of you. Remember as all of you remember. Previous times this was tried it BLEW UP, because all the elements was NOT working together.
The Key (Reiz) triggered me, but the others were not ready, and Zann was not there to stabilize my energy.
I wish I can tell you all, but I am deliberately prevented to, as this need to happen right. We are all here, we just need to stop fighting eachother and thing of the greater good, outside ourself for once.
I keep placing the key words in the things I say, to help you all remember, It started with Reiz as he is the key.
But it seem that all is lost again this time. Well at least I will get to spend a little time with Zann this time, if all this fail.
I wish I have access to more, but I cant and I understand that completely. Then again maybe I am really insane and I should care a flying fuck for anything. It is all my imagination.
I'm done being insane now.
I think things were different when they ascended. Our ascension is different in that we are to be guides to the rest of 3rd dimensional reality, whereas the blues seem to only understand measures of control
Love will be the world order =)