XXVI

                                                            THE EVENT OF THE GÓLGOTHA

The radiant rise of the Seventh Serpent Venusta, inward and upward through the Spiritual channel, medullar, Spinal Channel of the Divine Vehicle (ATMAN), allowed me to experience the event of Golgotha.

Unquestionably I need to confess frankly and unambiguously, the concrete fact, clear and definitive, that I became the central character of the "Cosmic Drama".

To experience in oneself the Cosmic event of Calvary, with all the crude transcendental realism of the "World of the Divine Spirit" (ATMAN), is certainly extraordinary.

I'm not the first to experience the Mountain of the skulls event, nor will I be the last...

And I saw myself after the crucifixion, lying like a corpse on the "mud of the Earth ".

Then the potential Shakti, the Divine Wife of Shiva, my perfect MOTHER KUNDALINI, prostrated with infinite humility, adored me...

Oh, my Mother! I exclaimed You are my Mother! I am the one who must kneel before you! It is not possible for you to kneel before me! I do not deserve that it! a sinner, an unworthy ...

However, it is evident that in such instants of the "Cosmic Drama", I represented the CHRISTUS, VISHNÚ, the Second LOGOS, the SON...

At times when I write these pages, I remember the ineffable prayer of Dante Alighieri, which literally says:

"Virgin Mother, Daughter of your Son, the most humble at the same time as the highest of all creatures, fixed term of the Eternal Will, you are the one that you have ennobled in such a way the human nature, that its Maker was not disdained to become his own work."

"In your bosom love was inflamed, whose heat has made this flower germinate in the Eternal Peace ".

"You are here, for us, meridian Sun of Charity, and below, for mortals, alive spring of hope".

"You are so great, Madam, and so much you are worth, that everyone who wants to achieve some Grace and does not appeal to you, wants his desire to fly without wings."

"Your kindness not only helps the one who implores you, but often also spontaneously anticipates the supplication, mercy, piety, magnificence, and all that is good in the creature." (Unquestionably, each Being has its original, particular, individual, Divine Mother KUNDALINI).

"This, then, that from the deepest lagoon of the universe, until now has seen one by one all the spiritual existences, begs you to grant him the grace of acquiring such a virtue, that he may elevate himself with the eyes to the supreme health".

"And I, who have never wanted to see more than I want him to see, I address all my prayers, and I beg you not to be in vain, so that you dissipate with yours all the mists coming from his mortal condition, so that I can openly contemplate the supreme pleasure."

"I beg you, too, Oh Queen, that you can how much you want, that you keep your affections pure after so much seeing, that your custody triumphs over the impulses of human passions."

So far this sublime Dantesque prayer; Let us now continue with the subject of this chapter; let's study some Christic verses...

"The president's soldiers took Jesus to the praetorium, and gathered the whole gang together."

"And undressing him, they put a scarlet cloak on him." (The Philosopher's Stone is first black, then white and finally red).

"And they put on his head a crown woven with thorns - a classic diadem of pain in every astral Cristified - and a reed in his right hand - like the Rod of Aaron or the Staff of the Patriarchs, living symbol of the dorsal spine - and kneeling in front of him, mocked him saying: Hail, King of the Jews! ".

"And after they had mocked him - because this is the way of Sex - they undressed his cloak - because they, the tenebrous ones, never want the Initiate to see the purple of his Intimate Logos - and dressed him in his clothes and took him to crucify him"

"And when they came out they found a Cyrenian, whose name was Simon: they charged him to carry his Cross." (The Guru always appears on the road to help us).

"And as they came to the place called Golgotha, which is said the place of the Skull" (Synonym for death).

"They gave him vinegar to drink with gall, and he did not like to drink it." (It is evident that the path of the razor's edge is very bitter).

"And after they had crucified him (with Sexual Cross because the PHALO embedded inside the UTERUS forms such a sacred sign), they distributed their clothes by casting lots". (Clear allusion to the elimination of human possessions).

"And sitting there they kept him there."

"And they put on his head his written cause: INRI= IGNIS NATURA RENOVATUR INTEGRAM". (The Fire Renews Nature incessantly).

"Then two thieves were crucified with him, one on the right and one on the left" (Good thief, the Divine secret power that for christification steals the sexual energy) Bad thief the secret enemy who for evil sacks the deposit of Sexual Hydrogen B - 12).

"And those who passed (the profane of always), they said insults, shaking their heads."

"And saying, You, the one who overthrows the temple and rebuilds it in three days - you, who annihilate the Adam of sin so that the Celestial Adam is born - save yourself: If you are the Son of God, come down from the Cross - because we the tenebrous  do not like the insertion of the crossed wood that forms your two arms, like two enormous hands, that extend to ward off the sinister forces and the inferior powers - .

"In this way also the princes of the priests - the authorities - mocking with the scribes - or intellectuals - and the Pharisees - who always boast of Virtuosi and Saints - and the elders - very respectable people of the world - , and said:" .

"He saved others, he cannot save himself: if he is the King of Israel, come down now from the Cross - leave the Path of the Razor's Edge and SAHAJA MAITHUNA - and we will believe in him".

"He Trusted in God, set him free now if he loves you, because he said: I am the Son of God." - He Christified and, therefore, became the Son of the Eternal.

"And from the time of Sixth (temptation) there was darkness over the whole Earth until the ninth hour." (Ninth Sphere). Assuming KABALISTICALLY we have 9 plus 6 equal: 15. This is the Arcane of Tiphón Bafometo: the Devil. This esoteric value corresponds to the Constellation of the Whale, under whose cosmic influence the Initiate develops until achieving the resurrection. Remember the Sign of Jonah.

"And about the ninth hour, Jesus exclaimed with a loud voice, saying: Eli, Eli, Eli, LAMA SABACHTANI, this is: My God, why have you abandoned me?" - Ostensibly before the resurrection every Initiate feels really abandoned - .

"And some of those who were there, hearing it, said: Elijah calls this one" (Helias, Eliú, Elías, Helios, - the Sun Christ, the Intimate Logos, in our supreme aspiration).

"And then, running one of them, took a sponge, and inflated it with vinegar, and putting it in a cane (symbol of the Spine ) gave him to drink - as if to say: the work with the sexual fires, spinals, is more bitter that the gall - .

"But Jesus, having again exclaimed with a loud voice, gave the Spirit." (This is how we the Initiates die in ourselves with the death of cross). (See The Mystery of the Golden Blossom, posted before).

"And behold, the veil of the temple - the famous Veil of ISIS or Adamic Sexual Veil - product of original sin - , was broken in two - due to the supreme death of the Ego - and the earth trembled and the stones of the path of razor's edge split.

                                                                                        XXVII

                                                                        THE HOLY SEPULCHER

It is written with characters of fire in the book of  the splendors, that when Jesus - the Gnostic Great Priest - breathed his last breath, the philosophical earth, his very human person, trembled to understand the difficult task that fate had in store for him; and the stones of " the Path of the Razor's Edge " were split, making the path even more difficult. (This is only fully understood by those Masters who, after having died in themselves, prepare for the resurrection).

Mercury, as an Astrological Planet, is much more mysterious than Venus itself, and identical to the MITHRA Mazdeístic, the BUDDHA, the Genius or God, established between the Sun and the Moon , the perpetual companion of the Sun of Wisdom.

Pausanias, in his book V, shows us having an altar in common with Jupiter. He had wings to express that he attended the Sun in his course, and was called the Nuncio and the Sun Wolf: "SOLARIS LUMINIS PARTICEPS". "He was the Chief and the evoker of the Souls, the Archmage and the Hierophant."

Virgilio describes him taking his Caduceus or Hammer to evoke again to the life the unfortunate Souls precipitated in the Orco or LIMBUS: "TUM VIRGAM CAPIT, HAC ANIMAS ILLE EVOCAT ORCO". With the healthy purpose of making them enter the celestial Militia.

After these explanations the following verses become clear: (explained).

"And the sepulchers were opened, and many bodies of Saints who had slept in the ORCO or LIMBUS, rose up."

"And out of the tombs, after his esoteric resurrection, they came to the holy city, the Jerusalem above, and appeared to many."

Unquestionably many Saints have wanted SELF - REALIZE INTIMATELY, without the Holy Sacrament of the Church of LOVE (SAHAJA MAITHUNA).

Those unfortunate Souls always fall into the ORCO or LIMBO of ignorance, darkness and pain...

Only by dying in oneself, with the death of cross - symbol this completely sexual - is then the resurrection possible...

If the germ does not die the plant is not born. The Path of Life is formed with the traces of the hooves of the horse of death.

Mercury is the golden planet, the ineffable, whom the Hierophants forbade to name and is symbolized in Greek mythology by the famous hounds or dogs of the celestial cattle keepers, who dwells on the most pure sources of occult wisdom.. .

Mercury is also "HERMES - ANUBIS" the good inspirer or AGATHODAEMON. Like Ave de Argos, it watches over the Earth, who mistakenly takes it for the sun itself, being both SARAMA and SARAMEYA Hindus, respectively.

Emperor Julian prayed every night to the Hidden Sun, through the intercession of Mercury, as Vossius says: "All the Theologians assure that Mercury and the Sun are one ... That is why he was considered the most eloquent and wise of the Gods, which is not surprising, because Mercury is so close to Wisdom and the word (or LOGOS) that with both was confused ...

"Mercury is the THIRD LOGOS, SHIVA, THE HOLY SPIRIT, the Firstborn of creation, our authentic, particular, individual Monad ...

Oh Holy Gods! How sad would be the fate of the Saints in the LIMBO if Mercury abandoned them...

Mercury, SHIVA, Great Hierophant, Nuncio and Wolf of the Intimate CHRIST, supreme hope of those who sleep among the Holy Sepulcher...

I recognized the phallic sign in the "boat of RA" by going through the Eighth Venustic Initiation; Then I cried with a loud voice, saying: "When the first trumpet blows I will rise from the dead."

Hail, oh great Divinity, that you sail in your boat! Transported here, I appear before you! "

"Let me climb the bridge and direct the maneuver of the boat, as do your servers, the Archons of the Planets."

LITELANTES was a bit sad when I contemplated my Holy Sepulcher. "Do not be afraid - said a MAHATMA - the physical body of him will not die yet". These words reassured her completely.

In that distant epoch of my present existence, I had not even died in myself, I continued with the Ego well alive; then the sepulcher was merely symbolic, like the coffin of every Masonic Lodge...

I understood, in an integral way, the sepulchral symbolism; I knew that I should die in myself to have the right to the resurrection of "HIRAM ABIFF" the Secret Master, inside my temple - heart...

This Initiation concluded with precise instructions, related to the mission that I am currently carrying out in the world.