21

BETRAYAL

One to one another, from many, among many stand out among the three filthy mouths of that vile worm that runs through the heart of the world, Judas, Brutus and Cassius.

Turn to the misdeeds of Rome and come up with Brutus, pointed a knife from the hand of God, sent to those original, taste the poison candy, it is certainly not pleasant, but it is urgent to draw from the well of centuries certain painful memories.

Pierced with anguish, without any vainglory, on alert novelty, I keep with joy the living memory of that my Roman reincarnation known by the name of Julius Caesar.

Then I had to sacrifice myself for humanity, setting the stage for the Fourth Sub-Race of our Fifth Root Race.

Bless my soul and Holy Mary! If a serious mistake committed in that old age it was to have been affiliated to the Order of the Garter, however, it is obvious that wanted the gods forgive me...

Soar to the clouds on your friends is not really easy and yet it is clear that I made it surprising the Roman aristocracy.

To tell this I do not feel smug because I know that only the “I” or Ego likes to climb, climb to the top of the staircase, make itself felt, etc. My duty to tell and that's it.

When I left Gaul I begged my beautiful wife Calpurnia that send to meet me back to our two children.

Brutus was dying of envy remembering my triumphant entrance into the eternal city; however it seemed purposely forget my dreadful sufferings on the battlefields.

The right to rule that empire was certainly not given as gifted; well they know the divine and human how much I suffered.

Well it could have saved the perfidious conspiracy, if I had known to listen to the old astrologer who visited my mansion.

Unfortunately the demon of jealousy tortured my heart; the old man was very friendly with Calpurnia and this is not much liked me...

In the morning of that tragic day, when I get up the nuptial bed with the head crowned with laurels, Calpurnia told me his dream; He had seen in vision at night a star falling from heaven to Earth and warned me begging me not to go to the Senate ... Useless were the pleas of my wife.

- "Today I will go to the Senate," answered imperatively...

- "Remember that today a family friend has invited us to a meal on the outskirts of Rome; you accepted the invitation,” retorted Calpurnia...

- "I cannot attend that meal," I objected.

"So you going to leave that family waiting for?"

- "I have to go to the Senate"...

Hours later in the company of a charioteer I marched in a chariot toward the Roman eagle Capitol...

Very soon I got there between the tremendous cheers of the excited crowds...

"Hail Caesar! they shouted "...

Some notables of the city surrounded me in the atrium of the Capitol; I answered questions, clarified some points, etc.

Suddenly, in an unusual way, appears before me the old astrologer, who earlier had warned me about scintillate of March and the terrible dangers; quietly gives me a piece of parchment on which the names of the conspirators are listed...

The old man wanted to save myself, but it was useless, I ignored him; Plus I was busy attending to so many illustrious Romans...

Then, feeling invincible and invulnerable, with that Caesarean attitude that characterized me, I advanced toward the Senate between the Olympic columns of the Capitol.

But 'Woe is me! the conspirators  behind those heroic pillars lurked me; the steely edge of the  murderer knife tore my back ...

Accustomed to many battles, instinctively tried to wield my sword, but I feel faint; I see Brutus and exclaimed: "You too, my son?"

Then ... the terrible Grim Reaper takes my soul...

Poor Brutus ... the “I” of envy had devoured his guts and the result could not be another...

I had two more reincarnations in the august Rome of the Caesars and then varied existences with magnificent Dharma in Europe during the Middle Ages and the Renaissance.

In times of the terrible Inquisitor Tomas de Torquemada I reincarnated in Spain and this is another very interesting story...

Talking about the inquisitor said and the Holy Office, certainly not very pleasant, however it is now convenient...

I then was a very famous Marquis, who unfortunately had contact with that execrable Inquisitor as perverse as that other called Juan de Arbuses.

At that time I reacquainted to traitor Brutus reincorporated in a new human organism.

What an incisive earl, acerbic and ironic! ... Good mockery of me did... What insults ... What sarcasm!

No way I wanted went on with new disputes, did not want to get angry...

 The vulgarity, rudeness, ignorance of that noble, displeased me frightfully, most did not want berate him, seemed it good to avoid new duels and therefore sought the inquisitor...

Any of those days, the early morning, I went to the palace of the Inquisition; should seek intelligent solution to my usual problem...

- "Oh! Mr. Marquis, what a miracle to see you here! How can I help you?"

Thereby answered my greeting the monk who was always at the door in the palace which housed the Holy Office...

"Thank your Reverence, I said, I come to ask an audience with Mr. inquisitor".

"Today is a day of many visits, Mr. Marquis, but in your case, I immediately manage your audience."

Said such words that friar disappeared only to reappear moments later before me...

I walked through a courtyard and entered a hall which was in complete darkness; I went to another room and also found in darkness; I penetrated finally in the third room and on the table shone a lamp ... There I found the fearsome inquisitor Torquemada...

That cenobite it certainly seemed a saint ... What a look! ... What attitudes so beatific! What pietistic poses! ... On his chest shone a crucifix.

How much self-righteousness God! What prudery so horrible! ... It is clear that the Pharisee “I” was very strong in that blue monk...

After many greetings and bows in accordance with the customs of that time, I am sat the table beside the friar...

- "What I can serve you Mr. Marquis? Talk you "...

- "Thank you your honor.

It happens that the count, so and so has made my life miserable, insulting by envy, making irony of me, slandering, etc."

- "Oh! not you worry about that, Marquis, and against that count many complaints have here ... "

"I immediately give orders to capture him. We'll lock him in the tower of martyrdom; we will rip out the fingernails of the hands and toes and  we will pour out on the fingers lead melted to torture him; then burn his plants with burning coals and finally burn him alive at the stake "...

But by God! Could have gone crazy this monk? I never thought to go that far, just looking at the inquisitorial home a Christian admonition for the Count, in which had been reincorporated those values ​​that once they were stuck in the personality of Brutus ...

That blue monk sitting at the table with that sacred with that face of penitent and anchorite in pietistic attitude and Christ hanging around his neck...

That singular figure beatific so devout and cruel, so sweet and barbaric, so sanctimonious and perverse...

That evil dressed in sheepskin, woke up inside of my consciousness, a something that what I have of rebelled Bodhisattva, rise, protesting, moaning.

An intimate storm had broken out in myself, lightning, thunder, did not delay to appear and then...

Oh God! It happened what had to happen...

- "You're a pervert, I said, I have not come to ask you to burn alive anyone, I only came to ask a warning to that noble, you are a murderer, that's why I do not belong to their sect, etc. , etc etc.

- "Ah! Yea, with that we come, Marquis? "...

Enraged the prelate vehemently rang in a loud bell and then as if by magic appeared on campus a few armed knights to the teeth...

- "Apprehend it," he cried the abbe.

-"Just a moment! Respect the rules of chivalry, remember that we are gentlemen, I have no sword, give me one and I'll fight with each one of you "...

One of those faithful men to the code of chivalry handed me a sword and then...

I jumped on him like a lion, not in vain I was reputed to be a great swordsman ... (those were my times fallen Bodhisattva).

Which fly in the air frozen snowflakes to the breath of ethereal Boreas, scatter within that enclosure inquisitorial strong and resplendent helmets, convex shields, hard shields and spears of ash tree.

And ascending at Uranus its splendor and certainly the earth laughed illuminated by the glow bronze and quivering under the soles of warriors and among them was I Whisking in hard struggle with this other gentleman...

Which the light ship shatters when seawater inflated by the winds that blow strongly from the clouds, rushing, covering full of foam, while the air makes her moan candle, scaring the sailors with approaching death and fear tore at his breasts the hearts of those gentlemen who watched the battle...

Obviously I was victorious among the thunderous crash of steel and only needed to use my best thrust to put out of action this warrior...

Terrified the lords before the inevitable proximity of the terrible sovereign of grim Reaper, they forgot all chivalrous rules and then in gang they attacked me...

Just do not awaited, was serious for me to have to defend myself against all that well-armed throng...

I had to fight to exhaustion, exhausted, overcome, because they were many...

What happened next is then very easy to guess; I was burned alive at the stake in the courtyard of the palace of the Inquisition...

Moored to a ruthless post on green wood burning with simmering, felt impossible to describe in words pains; then I saw my poor incinerated flesh, came off falling into the flames...

But human pain however serious it may be, also has a well- defined limit, beyond which there is happiness...

It is therefore not surprising that at last experienced certain happiness; I felt something very nice about me, as if a refreshing and beneficent rain was falling from the sky...

It occurred to me to take a step. Soft How I felt! I left that palace walking slowly ... slowly ... weighed nothing, was already disembodied.

That was how I came to die during this dreadful period of the "Holy Inquisition".

The Arcanum fourteen Golden Book (the Tarot), teaches us how the Water of Life passes through an amphora to another...

It is therefore not surprising that after that tempestuous reincarnation, with many titles of nobility, which earned me anything before the terrible Inquisitor Tomas de Torquemada, return to take physical body...

Then Simeon Bleler called me and walked by the New Spain; It is not my purpose in this chapter talking about that my new life, nor about my previous existence in Mexico of yesteryear, I just want to turn now to my current reincarnation.

The nemesis of life had to get back in touch with those values ​​that once they were reinstated in the personality of Brutus...

I allowed certain gentleman, return of such values, do some work in the temple...

Many people listened to him and even seemed very full of sincerity; He talked about Gnosis and the people applauded him...

But suddenly something unusual happens, one day enters the sanctuary with aggressive attitudes...

Sounds! Thunders! It flashes! It becomes an offender; I then limit myself to forgive and bless, then removed threatening...

That Ego had returned to their old ways; again his aforementioned slanders threats...

Such purposes and libelous had as backgrounds certain dreams without rhyme or reason, where I saw myself for very dark roads, committing offenses unfounded.

It is manifestly clear that this evil spirit that he saw in his absurd dreams, was an “I” created for himself since ancient Rome ... Such “I” of Brutus assumed under its infra-conscious impulses my own shape and figure.

It is worth commenting that some of those his other Selves assuming certain Jesus-Christian way, he entrusted the mission of murder me; This was stated in the public square...

To get rid of such ancient enemy was necessary to put the case in the hands of Anubis, the head of the Lords of Karma...

Since then Brutus away from me, long ago I do not see in this physical world.

What was said about Brutus and his dreamily visions, it follows that nobody really can become a competent investigator of life in the higher worlds, while has not dissolved the psychological I and all the subjective elements that condition perceptions...

Ungrateful to his benefactors, with much work of knight, however Brutus accepted Gnosis and the Sahaja Maithuna ...

Without refrain from in the knowledge of a cause, but with his back to the Guru (Master), he worked in the lit Forge of Vulcan, vain because Devi Kundalini never rewards treason...

Although work very seriously with the sex-yoga, the Igneous Serpent of our magical powers never would climb up the spine of traitors, murderers, adulterers, rapists and perverts...

Devi Kundalini never become an accomplice to the crime; Sacred Fire ascends in accordance with the merits of the heart ... Sexual Magic is essential, but without sanctity is not possible spiritual attainments ...

Brutus thought of a mechanical Kundalini and sadly mistaken; Divine Mother is very exacting...

"For the unworthy all doors are closed, except one, of repentance," unfortunately Brutus did not want to knock on that door and the sacred fire instead of climbing up the spinal canal, it precipitated from the coccyx becoming the abominable KUNDARTIGUATOR organ the tail of Satan ...

A starry night in the superior worlds chatting with my friend, the resplendent Angel Adonai, who now has a physical body, had to receive an extraordinary news...

"John Doe (Brutus), said the Angel, has awakened in evil and for evil."

This I checked a few days later to find him in the higher worlds...

We will conclude this chapter with those words heard in ecstasy Daniel, the Prophet of the Eternal, and which relate to the end times...

"And many of those who sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life and some to shame and everlasting contempt."

"The wise shall shine as the brightness of the firmament; and those who lead many to righteousness, like the stars forever and ever."

"But you, Daniel, shut up the words and seal the book until the end time. Many shall run to and fro, and Science shall be increased. "