I was in meditation the other day. and was given a vision of pre-life I was in this ball of lite blue light. I then was looking down apon this women who was crying out to god asking for a child. I had compassion on her because in heaven love rules everything and I thought this women needed love. When I got to earth I found out she only wanted a child because of selfish ambitions and only wanted one because all her friends where having kids and that because of her past god condemed her not to have kids but I was blinded by love.I would act out as a child in anger and frustration. Since I was not a reincarneted soul of the earth I had a hard time in school because there was no info pre programed in my DNA about the thing's I would have to know. I am 22 now and have been trying to comite suiced to go back from which I came but the souls and lives that i have touched here on earth won't allow it due to love. But GOD has been working on a futer plan for me so I can escape these peoples pride arogince and selfishness. I really need some love and sapport right now And your praiers would be very appricative

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  • WOE...I'm not quite sure where to begin on this!? That's sad to hear that, but hey you still got me....I'm always here and no judgement only understanding...compassion and kindness.^_^
  • Hello, i was touched reading your script... well seems we are of same age, so guess i've lived as much as u have on this earth.. and trust me life has not been a pretty good for me as well, i've seen many colours, many facets of this life, many ups and downs, i've been though many 'crisis', sometimes so depressed, felt so lonely, i used to feel so lonely to face all the struggles of life, i often questioned my very existence on this planet but all the time it was God who come to my rescue, i never tried to commit suicide, though this thought used to wander in my mind many times. Yet today i can say i've overcome this terrible phase of my life because i feel God is right here by my side, and my being here on earth is not by accident, i got to fulfill my mission because i truly believe we are sent here to fulfill a contract given to you with unexpected terms and conditions... so how can you dare to leave everything unfulfilled.. we all got a purpose to serve no matter if it is to relieve a single soul, or to bring a tiny smile on a sad face...
    Be happy, Be Blessed...
    Love, Light and Peace...
  • THANK YOU!!!!!
  • Thank you for your imput I feel the love
  • God sends His Light, Earth Angels, Guardian Angels, Love & Healing your way, now and forever, Amen. God is always there with you. Ask Archangel Michael to shield you from negative issues 24/7. Remember to thank God every moment, everyday as gratitude is the key to His love, rejuvenation, healing & peace. May He shine His Light before you, to help you with your journey, Amen. Thank you, God, Earth Angels and Archangels.
    • Ok thank I have asked michael and he is healing me. THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS
      May you fly on angels wings tonight:)
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