Why we cant go home !!??

I can speak with pleiadians i ask them was i trapped they say nothing i ask when will i go home they say never that was going on for years they tell me to change humanity or die i swear im telling the truth i speak with pleiadians thats what they tell me to change world to bring golden age to earth or die trying it thats why i make that older post about living on earth we cant change world thats not possible thats why there is no ascension date at all i hope good will win im crying almost every day trying to beg them to take me home they just tell me bring golden age on earth we are starseeds thats why we are here to change the world if we fail we die im so sorry for everyone i just want to kill my self i just dont have power to do it i dont want to suffer anymore the life is very hard for me as it always was i just dont know how to improve my life i tried Google but it dont help me at all to success my life but i still cant be happy and not to suffer in this ugly life i just cant change people i tried but they just hurt me cant get a friends at all even on work or school i just want to go home :( you can see there is no love there we just cant go home when we want but never im crying writing this text hoping humanity may change so i can go back home ;(

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Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 12:15pm
Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 10:27am

Just because there is suffering doesnt mean You're bad Jessi....

suffering comes to all beings--

life is like that--- inexplicable suffering----
Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 10:18am

In a room full of darkness--- it takes only one light to drive all the darkness away....
Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 10:08am
Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 9:38am
- Spaceman > Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 9:40am
Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 9:35am

We are home-- its inside of everyone of Us--to be wise---Its time to get our thoughts

down to earth and be real and practical..

Learn to be where we are...there is a lesson here -- we still have hope...
- Jessi > Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 9:46am
  
  why just we cant go home where we belong why ?? why do i have to do something to do what i dont want they dont love us thats why they did it to us nobody can change world only Illuminati where is love in our world where is foredoom when we cant go home :( im crying mostly all day im so sad as mostly just want to go home Eddie this life is hard for me working is hard i have no talent i just cant live in this system when i get older right now my family is taking care of me i just dont know what to do with my life all time i just cant stop crying
  - Spaceman > Jessi January 30, 2013 at 9:59am
    
    Jessi--- its called the dark night of the soul..the darkest hour is right before the dawn...
    
    It is in the depth of emptiness and the abyss that you realize its you its all YOU---
    
    its your world -- there is not an enemy -- other than the culmination of all your own personal frustration...
    
    there is a wall of illusion -- you have built it-- and you need to tear it down---
    
    its ok -- your almost there Jessi -- tear down the wall....
    - Spaceman > Spaceman January 30, 2013 at 10:00am